蓝天

望着无边无际的蓝天，就犹如在看着我的寂寞，无边无际。谁会了解我的寂寞？每一个人只看到我活泼好动的一面，但我的心事谁人知呢？现在的我多希望犹如蓝天有着白云的陪伴，找到我的知心人，能够和她分享我的喜和悲。

天有不测风云，到来的不是蓝天所期望的白云，反而是来了蓝天的克星，乌云。天顿时变灰了，下雨了。乌云的到来就好像一群幸灾乐祸的恶魔而滔滔不绝的雨滴成为了恶魔的嘲笑声，嘲笑我的无奈，悲伤。忍无可忍的我，跑进雨里，大肆狂喊一番，想要把这些恶魔给赶走。但这些恶魔不但还死缠烂打不走，反而笑得更大声，仿佛笑着我的愚蠢。

但我知道这些恶魔迟早会被如天仙般一样美丽的彩虹给赶走。不仅如此，天仙还会带着白云，陪着寂寞的蓝天，让蓝天有个伴，不再孤独了。我的天仙几时才会出现，指引我找寻着能陪伴我一生的白云呢？

心

想一想，心可以比喻为什么呢？对我来说，我会把心比喻为一场魔术。那是因为心说变就变，连自己都会感觉到惊奇万分，不知自己的心几时开始施展魔术的。

心变容易心定难。为何我们的心会这么变幻莫测呢？是我们喜新厌旧，还是我们定义力弱？或许吧。毕竟谁不会喜欢新的东西呢？（当然不是指换男女朋友）这场魔术里，我们就像魔术师，让自己快乐。可是，这场魔术在让自己高兴的同时，它也会让别人尝到痛苦，也就是所谓的“快乐是建立别人的痛苦上”。

为何我会有这种想法呢？最好的例子就在平常的男女之间的关系里。当其中一方变了心，和另一个男人或女人在一起，另外一方就会感到被自己所爱的人所背叛，因此伤心欲绝。另外一个例子，曾经红到爆的F4本来被非常许多的少女们为之疯狂的，但若现在问曾经是F4的歌迷的话，大多数都会说F4过气了吧，飞轮海才是帅的或者棒棒糖很可爱之类的话。这就是娱乐圈艺人所最害怕的魔术吧。

怕归怕，但我们又能怎样呢，这场魔术不知几时会发生我们身上，也不知我们几时会成为这场魔术的魔术师。

p.s: someone keep saying i never update... so i hav to force myself to think and write an essay... dun say i never update le ar...

signing off...
KIRA

BACK TO SCHOOL!!!

Yo... very long never update liao.... haha... quite busy these days( or shd i say lazy)haha...

back to sch for the new semester for bout one week le... A lot of people have changed...( i mean the outer appearance)... they have become more beautiful le... Maybe some of them have tasted the sweet of love... haha... but in this one week, a problem had arised...

The stupid grouping thingy!!! If it was like last semester chinese lit presentation like that, nobody will worry bout anyone... and that time i oso enjoy working wit menglan, sihan and cheryl(even though cheryl always absent,but she did lots of works la)... but now, cos we knew each other liao, we have known who to trust, that why this prob arised... i hoped this prob will be solved in a way that everybody will be happy ba...

Now, another prob...(not sch de liao) i dun noe why he can be so stupid... those internet casinos are obviously cheat people money one, yet he still play... now lose money liao, have to pay $500... i dun noe why he dun noe how to think de leh... now his mother so sick liao still like that, den oso make his gf worry like siao... cos of him now i hav to starve for this week, cos lend him $50... i was angry, but cannot see him die la, since his family got lots of prob liao... haiz, hope he learnt his lesson ba....

Now, prepare for another new week... My starving week...LOL... hope everything will be fine ba... KIRA,JIA YOU!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

Back from HMS camp

yo!!! I am back!!! back from HMS camp yesterday... but i was too tired... so now den i update... haha... paiseh sia...

HMS camp is not bad la... but there are still lots of rooms for improvement. next year will be better ba... cos next yr will be us who will be in charge of the camp.... haha!!! jus joking...

I was in grp 1,Lee Kwan Yo grp!!! haha... had very good GLs and CGLs la who were jess, bel and mingxiu...and grp members such as huiyuan, evangeline, zarra, ana, nicole and fish...we were the best la... haha... get to know lots of frenz too...

but i got a cold during the camp and it became worse when i reached home... oh well, is always like that de la... cos i was too high during the camp and thus lack of energy to resist the disease... i oso lost my voice now... haha...

i had the longest slping hours in my whole life after the camp... 17 HOURS!!! OMG!!! even npsu camp oso never make me that tired... i think that time i was too high le la... can say i siao de... haha...

watch resident evil:extinction today... is a good movie to watch... but the cinema auntie is so stupid... still wan to check ic when my appearance was so obviously look like over a 16 yrs old kid la... so insulted... haiz...

signing off...
KIRA...

One more chance

Whenever I look at the sky
you will just come into my mind
Your smile is ever so sweet
making me want to hold you tight

Whenever i look at your eyes
is as though an angel is by my side
I just want to be with you
Will you give me just one more chance?

You,is everything i need
Is you who let me see
what is love all about which make people so crazy

Oh You, I want to be with you
I promise I'll be true to you
Will you willing to love me too?

Whenever I saw u cry
my tears will also be on my eyes
You say that you're all right
But I know that is just a lie

Whenever u need someone to lie
My shoulder will always be by your side
I just want to protect you
Will you give me just one more chance?

You,is everything i need
Is you who let me see
what is love all about which make people so crazy

Oh You, I want to be with you
I promise I'll be true to you
Will you willing to love me too?(x2)
I just want to be with you

-End-

This is my first time writing an english song... Hope you will give me some comments where can i improve on? Thx...

signing off...
KIRA...

第五种写法

五年前的我不知道有你存在着这世界
五年后的我不知道以后还能看着你的存在
现在的我只知道要与你珍惜每一分每一秒的时光
但愚蠢的我却不知如何做起
害羞的我不敢和你说话
懦弱的我不敢接近你
无助的我不知所措
倒霉的我或许没有桃花运吧
天真的我只要你快乐
快乐的我就会手舞足蹈了。

只想对你说：你快乐，我就快乐。你伤心，我就伤心。喜欢你的我愿意为你分享快乐，分担忧愁，要让你做个快乐的女孩。：）

signing off...
KIRA...

心情 cum APOLOGY!!!

我想我的天蝎座的毒性快要发作了。不知道为什么,有可能我根本很难去改掉吧。或许，我要快点放下吧。否则这毒性一发作，谁都无法阻止得了吧？或许我以另一个身份来看待的话，这毒性就会消失了吧。哈哈！！！不用担心我，我能屈能伸，我自己一定能解决的，所以放心吧！！！is jus a small case!!! haha!!!

OK!!! here just to say sorry to all of u!!! cos i lost all your hp no. le... Although i managed to recover most of you all hp no., but i still lost some of others' contacts. i hav notified those who i hav recovered back your hp no.. but if i never notified u all, means that i really lost your hp no. and could not recover back... pls notify me if u did not get my new hp no. tell me on my tagboard on this bloggy!!! thx...

signing off...
KIRA...