奇乐世界

怨言

2009-12-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

当初
为了较好的利益
我强迫自己做不喜欢的东西

现在
我得到了挺好的收获
但我不开心

我或许就不属于那一国
却偏偏要假装那里的国民
加上我有一张满舌剧毒的嘴
暗地里讨厌我也不感到稀奇

我自己看起来吊儿郎当
但给我的任务很少迟交
我努力做的东西
却不被重视
这么辛苦
值得吗

我真的希望时间能用跑的
至少跑到让我退位为止
或许我的快乐能再从新归位

（看了，请不要生气，也不要对号入座，除非你心虚）
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Kira...

听说．爱情

2009-10-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

听说
爱情只需要一点冲动就行了
听说
爱情只需要一点勇气就行了
听说
爱情只需要一点暧昧就行了
听说
爱情只需要一点感觉就行了
听说
爱情……
爱情，还要听说吗？

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Kira...

想念

2009-10-13T10:20:00.003+08:00

想念
以前的过去
想念
以前的甜蜜
想念
以前的喜怒哀乐
想念
以前的拥抱
想念
以前的亲吻
想念
以前的爱情
想念
以前……
以前……

:)

Inspiration from a song

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Kira...

赌瘾

2009-09-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

他保持了沉默
她还选择忍受
他不想要拥有
她却没有放手
他与别人远走
她还想着以后
他已消失无踪
她却原地等候

她对他的痴迷
换来他的无情
她所犯的赌瘾
再也无法戒清

好久没有写博客了。本想把它放在OurVoiceBox.sg的，但我想编辑部应该很难通过，我的文笔也没很好。还是别丢人现眼了。还是放在自己博客比较好。我想我是神经病吧！这么忙了，却还有时间写这些东西。但生活若只有工作的话，我真的会崩溃。其实我已崩溃过了，可是身为领队的我却不能第一个倒下来。说实在，我真的没有一次想要当领队的，因为压力很大，大得我喘不过气。有时候，我怀疑了自己的本事，怀疑自己有没有那才能。可是没办法，走不掉了。我还能硬撑多久呢？说真的，我不知道。看着办吧。但说实在的，我还挺庆幸我拥有了很好的组员为我分担压力。我知道她们自己压力也很大，加油吧！我相信我们能够活着走完这四五个月的！

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Kira...

曾经的遗憾

2009-07-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

不好意思。真得太久没有update blog了。真得不好意思。因为刚好忽然好像写一段文章。hehe！！

当两个人选择分手
是因为爱情来到了尽头
还是是因为冲动

两个人对彼此的承诺
为何到头来都无法遵守
难道天长地久是捏造出来的假象
还是两个人无法坚持到最后

失恋很痛
但为何还制造这场祸
难道彼此都不难过
难过两人的爱已划上句号

再一次成为朋友
还能为彼此守候
遗憾却藏在心中
无法再甜蜜牵手

我曾经伤得很深，但也从这伤口学了很多东西。这次的爱情，我不会再放手。失恋的痛，一次就足够了。

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KIRA

选择

2009-06-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

忽略不是每一个人的本意
但很可惜
每一个人的专长就是忘记

被忽略是一件很可悲的事情
可是
以前被你忽略的人同样也很伤心

希望大家能打开你的心
试着了解每个人的难言之隐
忽略真的不是每个人的本意
只是每一个人的专长就是忘记

或许你会生气
或许你会伤心
但请你也记得那个人为你做的牺牲
别把一次的小意外放在心里

对不起
是唯一他能说的词语
原谅他与否
只能看你自己
但请你记得
你所做的一切
对将来的路途是具有影响力

你的选择
在于你！

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Kira

《简化》

2009-05-09T09:01:00.002+08:00

（忽然有个灵感，想写这首歌。写得粗糙，请见谅。）

爱情本该复杂
让人无法自拔
你说你要简化
我无法回答

心忽然有莫名的伤
是否历史回到身上
我努力试着不去想
却想到是曾受的伤

是我活该
带给你伤害
坏男人和好女人
只会让彼此伤得更深

爱你
不是错的决定
我只想说对不起
因为我太爱你

（好啦！我想你们又要说我是不是有什么问题。放心，天蝎座很爱搞独自emo。：）该是去做功课了。）

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Kira...

四月二十三日

2009-04-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开，爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀！
四月二十三日，难忘的日子，希望能保持到永远，永远不变！

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Kira...

两个白痴！

2009-04-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

当友情转化成敌意
说明两人已有问题

当冷战转化成无情
说明两人都太固执

当回忆转化成垃圾
说明两人太过绝情

两个白痴！

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Kira...

Get Out!!

2009-04-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

Get out of my sight!!
You just make me puke all night!!
Get out of my life!!
I don't want you to be my side!!

Just who the hell are you??

Ok, i'm jus being crazy right here!!

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Kira...

欲望

2009-04-07T22:18:00.002+08:00

刚才去看了小乐（FM100.3比赛的战友）的博客
看到她其中一个post是放了《夜的第七章》的歌词

每个人为不同的理由
带着面具说谎
动机也只有一种名字
那叫做欲望

还记得有一次上哲学课时，讨论孟子的“性善说”及荀子的“性恶说”时有说到了欲望。那时候，有人为了证明人本性是恶，便说了婴儿也有欲望，并给了例子。这例子甚至还得到老师的同意！

这让人很难以置信，包括我在内。婴儿是如此地无辜，如此地洁净。但若从另一角度来说，婴儿就如《夜的第七章》的歌词所述，利用了人们对他的观念，去取得人们的注意力。

人本性真的是恶的吗？或许吧。我们其实把欲望附上非常美丽正面的名字，如目标，梦想等等。可是，在行为上，我们却是以不择手段的方法去实现我们的“梦想”，也就是我们的欲望。

有些人希望世界能和平。我只能说，这些人是个白日梦主义者。因为欲望存在的一天，世界就不会和平。这些人还是快点去学会如何好好地戴个面具，以免自己遭受别人的屠杀。

P.S：唱红《叶子》的阿桑已离开了人间。虽然你不是我的偶像，但我挺喜欢你的歌。希望你在天堂上有个快乐的生活。Rest in Peace!

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KIRA...

One month has gone!!

2009-03-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

Hey, pai seh... long time nvr post le... well, very busy ma and oso very lazy!!! haha... Well... one month has passed!! Time flies eh... but i hope time flies more faster.. cos i miss s'pore!!!

Went to shanghai and suzhou last week... a bit disappointing la... i thought shanghai is so much fun but there is so polluted... haiz... but luckily there got ajisan and sushi... so ate a lot there... and oso plus our sch is so BUDGET, treat us such lousy food... of cos i hav to eat alot of sushi, especially UNAGI!!! Suzhou is not bad la... but i think hangzhou is much better...

went to shopping ytd... men's stuff is very expensive leh... even though already cut the original price more than half le... but still need 210rmb... I ony bought a slng bag and jeans leh... sadd...i actually want to buy a t-shirt one, but is dirtied and no more new one... sad leh... i saw that t-shirt 2 times and 2 times is dirty one...

Today went to cut my hair... IT IS SUCH A BAD EXPERIENCE!!! i actually had a bad experience once... so i changed shop... but this is worse!!! from 8 rmb can become almost thousand jus cos they wan to change hairstyle for me when i dun even know a thing... so i argue with them until i almost gg to call their manager then they stopped... they eventually give a much cheaper price which is like 350rmb... although they did better than the 1st one i go, but i will not cut hair in china again... cos they are nuts!!! is almost like 250 sing dollars if i never argue with them jus to change a hairstyle!!! i rather go singapore style my hair... haiz... first time need to argue wit the shop sia... if u all one day come to china and wan to cut your hair, tell them clearly u jus wan cut hair and dun wan make any changes!!! ask them to explain clearly or u will bankrupt easily!!

i hav upload photos in facebook le... feel free to go and see...

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KIRA...

离开，才是真正的爱

2009-03-15T13:07:00.002+08:00

星期五从博库书店买了四本爱情小说，但目前为止我只读了《分手信》（英文版：Dear John）这一本，而这本也是我唯一真的想看的书本。（当然我还没读完这本书，我读书的速度没那么快，但也读完了这本书的第一章。）

走进书店，第一本吸引我的就是这本书了。能吸引我的第一个原因就是因为这本书的书名，《分手信》。第二则是在书名下的这句话：离开，才是真正的爱。

离开，也是爱的另一种方法吗？或许吧。毕竟电视剧常有这个台词：爱一个人不一定要拥有她，只要她能快乐幸福就可以了。

可是，人的本性是自私的。若没有什么特殊的原因，我相信没有一对情侣，或是暧昧的男女，想要离开彼此的。但，若在一起时是痛苦多于幸福，离开或许才能证实彼此的爱吧。

我很羡慕书里面的男女主角，能够有这么甜蜜的爱情。同时也为他们感到伤心，因为他们相处的时间太短暂了。我真的很期待这本书的第二章，不知这对男女的爱情的发展是否有什么戏剧性的变化之类的。

我觉得这本书真的很好看。或许你们可以去看英文版的吧。因为华文版本是从英文翻译出来的。或许英文版本的一些情节会表达得更好吧。

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Kira...

1st wk over!!!

2009-03-09T08:45:00.002+08:00

Hey... back to blog!!! haha...well, the 1st wk is over!!! but there is still a long way to go!!!haha!!!

BUt unfortunately, i fell sick in the 1st wk!! ARGH!!! Is not that bad though, jus had a bad cough and a very small flu... but i think is going to be ok de... so dun worry...

On friday, most of us went to 西湖 and 灵隐寺/飞来峰 tour... The scenary is very nice!! Much better than S'pore!! 西湖 is a damn gd place for couple, cos there is very romantic!!! haha!!! 灵隐寺/飞来峰 is very big!! i actually wan to pray but there are too many statues for me to see,so... haha...

I actually had pics of the tour... but the size too big!! so next time ba... if i am free or i will jus post it in my facebook... haha...

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Kira...

Some sort of personality test results

2009-03-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

Very sian... saw this test on zoe's blog... so i jus do it...

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haiz.. i think some ppl wun believe it de la... anw, that cough is getting on my nerves!!! ARGH!!! hope it get away soon!!!

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KIRA...

I am in China

2009-03-02T12:32:00.006+08:00

Hey guys!! how u all doing?? I am well in China... Although the weather here is very cold!!! I miss you all... The ppl here is very good... happy to have them... i took lots of pics...

i will load them in facebk as well... hope this few mths get over soon!!

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KIRA

Goodbye My Friends!!

2009-02-25T00:42:00.002+08:00

再见我的朋友
虽然我不想走
但没办法
没有我的日子里
你们要照顾好自己
在这里
献给你们一首歌

去武汉的朋友，献给你们这首歌

发现两首歌的共同点吗？？
答案是：两首歌都有“春夏秋冬”！
ok，是很lame！
希望你们都会加油！
7月4号后见！

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KIRA...

HEAD PAIN

2009-02-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

stupid exam... i jus cannot understand why lecturers cannot give a more direct hint or choice qns?? dun they know one of the authors have written 3 long stories?? how i gg to know which story is coming out?? am i gg to read all?? i already read 3 long stories in one go le...

and for poems sections, ony one will come out yet u wan us to study 17 poems?? WAT CRAP!!! and some is not even in the book?? wat the hell is this??

ARGH!!! JuS IDIOtiC!!! BaCk To STuDies...

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KIRA...

情人节快乐

2009-02-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

情人节快乐！
快乐？真得快乐吗？
今年的情人节
我被打回原点
哈哈
本来就该这样
去年只不过是一场梦
梦是不会成真的，不是吗？

不管怎么样，还是祝你们情人节快乐！

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KIRA...

DAMN!!!

2009-02-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

Finally my laptop has revived... But my hp spoiled.... ARGH!!! Lost all my contacts once again... so pls, if u see this post... msg me your handphone number... my hp no. never change... i using another phone now... 6100 navigator... hope it can be my gd partner ba... haha...

OMG!!!

2009-02-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

OMG!! My LAPTOP SUDDENLY DIE!!! have to go fix it tmr... hope it can revive b4 china trip... sorry my proj grpmates... hope my sis laptop can help me to overcome the hard times...

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KIRA...

输赢

2009-01-31T20:51:00.002+08:00

“输赢真的那么重要吗？”

当友谊成为了输赢的关系，
这也说明这份友谊是如此地
脆弱。

甲认识乙已有一年多
从陌生人到好同学
好同学到好朋友（至少甲把乙当好朋友）
甲的心事、秘密
都只有乙
最清楚

可是
美好的东西往往很早就枯萎
他们或许太了解彼此
渐渐地
他们的性格开始有了冲突

她的霸道
她的野蛮
她的小姐脾气
甲忍受

他不善解人意
他的暴力倾向
他的工作方式
乙忍受

终于火山爆发了
甲和乙终于受不了彼此的性格
甲正式走他自己的阳光道
乙也正是走她自己的独木桥
他们的友谊正式决裂。

是否是冷战
谁也不清楚
就连甲自己也不了解
他起初只觉得乙这次太过分了
他再也无法忍受原谅乙。

可是后来甲的怒消了
但他知道如果他先向乙低头认错
以后乙更加会骑在他头上
而且甲也发现
周围的朋友常要甲先对乙开口说话
然后渐渐他们也开始疏远他
似乎是要为乙出口气。

起初甲对乙只有怒气
但后来甲对乙
甚至对周围的朋友
开始有了恨意

他恨为什么朋友只站在乙的立场去判断
为何从不站自己的立场去观察
他知道在利益上
乙能给的比他多
………………
了解了。

甲不敢奢望乙会向自己认错
他也了解乙不会这样

有一天
他与另外一对朋友突然聊起这件事
聊了很久
这个朋友忽然在临走前对他说
“输赢真的那么重要吗？”

甲没有回答
这问题也开始在他脑海盘旋着
“输赢真的那么重要吗？”

忽然
甲露出了一丝微笑
他终于发现
原来友谊
从认识到了解
其实根本就处于输赢的关系
脆弱

End

i actually have the urge to write a script of this topic, but too many homework le la... so shortcut ba... haha...

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KIRA...

NS SONG(LOL)

2009-01-22T15:10:00.000+08:00

very interesting... can watch...

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KIRA...

SINGLISH!!!

2009-01-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Damn FUNNY!!

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KIRA...

自己

2009-01-20T10:26:00.003+08:00

每一次的呼吸
心里一直在哭泣
对你的感情
从来不曾怀疑
属于我们的回忆
不知你是否已忘记

看到自己的倒影
望着憔悴的自己
我知道能让我这样
只有你而已
无心开了播音机
忽然听到张敬轩的歌曲

“分手前的雨天
我记得脸上的雨点
时间忽然停了天空也是黑的
我都看不见
分手前的雨天
像一张凝固的相片
没有方向的我孤单站在马路边”

看到自己的倒影
望着憔悴的自己
我知道能让我这样
只有你而已
无心开了播音机
忽然听到张敬轩的歌曲

“那个分手的雨天
我忘了脸上的雨点
世界再说什么还会给我什么
我都听不见
分手前的雨天
我听见心中的雷电
午后那一场雨也许扭转了一切”

听完这首歌曲
对你独一无二的感情
再也无法忘记

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KIRA...

ＮＯ　ＬＩＦＥ

2009-01-14T14:42:00.003+08:00

我没有ＬＩＦＥ
ＬＩＦＥ是什么
我不知道

我问自己为什么现在还活着
为了爱情？没有喜欢的人。
为了友情？没有很好的朋友。
为了亲情？还有两个姐姐。

我的生活没有目的。
我喜欢孤单。
我想要解脱。

人心险恶
好心没好报
人善被人欺
无法抵挡
只能学着看开、忍受

一了百了
很神圣
但做不到
或许有某种任务要我痛苦地活着
希望那任务能尽早结束
让我能够永远安稳入睡

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KIRA...

I think i am mad!!

2009-01-08T13:21:00.002+08:00

ya, i think i am mad le... mad in what sense?? i dun noe... my hair, my mood , my personality?

i dun giv a damn anw... Laugh all u wan behind my back... Jus dun bother me anymore!!

I regret my choice of going a place i dun wan to go to, I regret what i chose to study... Why i always make the wrong choice, torturing my life in the end??

JUST GET OUT OF MY WORLD!!!

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KIRA

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-01T20:25:00.003+08:00

YO!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!! haha... HOPE U ALL HAVE FUN EH?? well, i am quite lazy and unconvenient to go out and play(cos of my teeth)... But, is alrite... there is always another year...(unless god wan me to accompany him early)(touchwood)... haha...

Well, a brand new 2009 will of course have a brand new 2009 resolution. So what is mine??

Dada...

haha, wrote that during outing wit HMS society comm at esplanade!! is very lame la actually... cos saw someone wrote that she wans a bf in 2009, so i oso very lame, trying to reply her i wan a gf too... can contact me if she interested... haha...

well... i know need fate de la... so i dun dare to carry any hopes...

another new year resolution is:

HOPE TO HAVE ADD ANOTHER REALLY TRUE FRIEND SOON!!!

I dun hav much true frenz... what is the definition of my true friend? well, is someone that i can share all my secrets with him/her, no need to hide my true self from him/her... but, i think is tough la... Everybody is born to this world with motives, including me... thus,a person with motives, is usually dangerous to u as they may easily hurt u unintentionally or even with purpose... but, this cannot be avoided, rite??

WELL, i have to go study le... stupid test is coming soon... haha...

(P.S: if anyone who plays FIFA online 2, pls add me kiralight90... can challenge me if u want, but check whether your com got lag first b4 u versus me...)

signing off...
KIRA

Back from Hospital

2008-12-26T13:56:00.005+08:00

hey, i am back from hospital... having this weird feeling in my mouth now... damn sucks!!! can feel the thread... ARGH!!! and my lower part of my mouth is very numb... dun noe whether my nerves got being affected or not...

operation was an unforgettable experiece... but i dun like though... but take out 4 teeth in one go is like that de ba...

ok, let picture speak my mind instead... the last pic might be disgusting to u... but too bad, i jus wan to upload...haha...

Waiting on the bed 1

waiting on the bed 2

I am going in to the operation theatre soon 1...

I am going in to the operation theatre soon 2...

LALA!!! Final product!!! so bloody!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2008-12-25T19:49:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! HAV FUN!!! :)
AND ALSO HAPPY B'DAE TO TAN YIJUN!!!
AND ALSO WISH MYSELF GD LUCK ON MY WISDOM TEETH OPERATION!!
JIA YOU!!!

葉问

2008-12-21T17:03:00.003+08:00

昨天独自跑去看了《葉问》这部电影，看完后只能用一个字来形容。屌！这是我看过最屌的武打片了，也是甄子丹演得最好的一部电影。

武打片不应该单单在动作设计要屌，在情感上也应该要感动人。《葉问》达到了这个标准。里面的咏春拳真的让我看得十分过瘾，尤其是看甄子丹一次过对打10个日本人的情节。真的太帅了！OMG！！然后，在看到武痴林对弟弟默默的疼爱，直到死后弟弟才感受到的时候，我真的有想哭的冲动。我真的很庆幸选择看了这部片子，因为好的电影已经逐渐减少了。

我总觉得，不管是商业片或是艺术片，只要是内容好、感动人、最重要是能达到观众的共鸣，它就是一部好电影。

signing off...
KIRA

HOLIDAYS

2008-12-14T17:00:00.002+08:00

yo, guys... haha... sorry for not updating my blog for a long time... Very busy nowadays as u see... haha...

Hav two tough "wars" on tues. one on mod lit, one on asian cinema... Luckily, my grp get A+ for mod lit... but asian cinema... haha, dun noe the results yet... hope can get gd grades too la...

anw, my holidays have arrived... But i still hav a lot of stupid assignments to do... sianz... i hate NP!!! I WAN TO HAV FUN!!! so if hav any outings can call me la...

i left 2 mths and 13 days to treasure things here before leaving for China... is a new adventure for me though... but i still dun noe is Zhejiang or Wuhan leh...
haiz... i leave it to fate ba... haha...

signing off...
KIRA...

想

2008-11-24T23:21:00.002+08:00

想爱不敢爱
想恨没得恨
想笑笑不了
想哭哭不出
想走不舍走
想留不能留

真的很想……
命运似乎爱作弄人
总是在错误的时间
送你一份珍贵礼物
害你
想丢丢不出
想收收不住
可悲啊！

Signing off...
KIRA...

BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGG..................

2008-11-24T11:14:00.001+08:00

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.................... AFTER AN IDIOTIC E_LEARNING WK, I AM BACK TO THE IDIOTIC SCHOOL............ AND WAT THE LECTURERS GIVE US IMMEDIATELY??? ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!! CRAPPPPPPPPPP....

signing off...
KIRA...

《大卫必佳》

2008-11-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

看了《大卫必佳》，我终于了解到其实“大”也未必有好处，“小”也有它美丽的优点。

从一开始的搞笑情节到后来的感人故事，都从来没有间断这部剧所想表达的意思。黄文鸿在演出不同角色的表现也非常出色，根本看不出原来这部剧是他的处女作。其他演员的演出也很好，尤其是演日本女郎/甲儿（若没记错）的那一位，我根本没察觉到原来饰演日本女郎和甲儿是同一个人。真的是太厉害了。但最让我映像深刻的是特别客串的江坚文。他男扮女装，然后加上他的搞笑功力，真的让我笑到肚子痛。

“大”真的未必佳。当我们还是小孩时，我们常盼望自己能快点长大成人。但长大后，我们才发现原来儿时的童真是更美丽的。

谁也不想生场大病吧？所以“大”真的未必好。

signing off...
KIRA...

RANDOMMMMM....

2008-11-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

今天听了校园帮广播节目
yanzhi说在感情上我们得为自己着想

或许吧
那时候
她一定也是为自己着想

yanzhi有问听众们这是不是自私
虽然我是“受害者”
但我知道这不是自私
我只是太傻了
让她想为自己着想的理由

算了
过了这么久
我也放下了
我相信下次我一定会更疼爱我的下一个
让她成为我的唯一

signing off...
KIRA

HAPPY B'DAE TO ME!!

2008-11-13T00:06:00.002+08:00

happy b'dae to me!!
happy b'dae to me!!
happy b'dae to me!!
happy b'dae to me!!

though is past midnight le... but still wish myself happy birthday!!! YAY!!!
Thx my TO2, SAG for celebrating my birthday with me... Thanks ppl who send me blessings too... i appreciate very much... :)

Signing off...
KIRA...

updating...

2008-11-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

today very sianz... went to sch today for polympics... but i haven play yet, our team lose liao... wth... haiz... ony can say i very suay ba...

anw, tmr i gg to visit dentist... first,for my wisdom tooth... it causes pain sia... idiot... and second, i need to put braces for my teeth... so mus go check-up... haiz... i hav to wake up early liao lor...

aiya... actually today no mood to update de leh... but cannot let my blog died-ed rite.. haha...

signing off...
KIRA...

Victory!!!

2008-11-06T09:19:00.002+08:00

Yo, i am having very very boring class now... so i gg to update my bloggy to kill my time...

ytd was the start of basketball polympics... and yes!!! we the hms team won all 3 matches ytd... haha.. our team consists of me, wayne, yong chuan and feng kai... first match was walkover... sianz... i wan to play... haha... 2nd match we won 19-7... woohoo... the opponents so muscular sia... but luckily still can manage to seal them off... after that we have to play our last match of the day immediately... quite tiring... but we played better than 2nd match... we won by 21-7... haha...

but today match i cannot play... sianz... cos got radio class... hope they can win all matches and get in to friday quarter final with an easier opponent... haha... JIA YOU...

ok, hav to go...

signing off...
KIRA...

好像找个人来疼爱

2008-11-01T21:15:00.002+08:00

人总是怕孤单
我也一样
虽然我喜欢独来独往
但在某些时候
我还是希望能找个人来陪我
说废话
到处游荡
吃吃垃圾等

或许我在家里是最小的
所以常常是被人疼
可是我也想试着疼爱一个人
虽然我有轻微大男人主义
但主要还是为那个人好
我还是很民主的

可是
算了
再说下去
你们一定以为我怎样
哈哈……

signing off...
KIRA...

对你有感觉

2008-10-26T14:13:00.001+08:00

jus nth to do here...

signing off...
KIRA...

Missing that Missing feeling

2008-10-24T22:28:00.003+08:00

爱
已不在
但我还在等待
等待那份爱会回来

我每天
想念思念怀念
那份爱情甜蜜
但这也成为我的痛苦回忆

是我
不会珍惜
若我当时坚持到底
是否那份爱情
就不会离我而去

爱
已不在
但我依然还在等待
等待那份爱会回来

ok, i think i dun write well this time...(anw, i nvr write well b4 la, haha)...No feel this time... too slack liao... haha... maybe i really missing that missing feeling le ba... haha...

Signing off...
KIRA...

2nd week over!!

2008-10-24T14:43:00.004+08:00

Sch has already started for 2 weeks and i already feel stressed... i dun really like the feeling... i hate my sch life... i dun noe why my juniors can live a gd life there but why not me?? haiz, forget it... i will jus bear for 1 and a half yrs will do...

i once heard from a program saying that mr ??? wans my country to like paris in ?? yrs time(forget the yrs). Crap... paris is a very relaxing place, no stress at all... my country, all about money and results!!! No gd education, no survival in my country... So cruel...

i wan a good life... so i need to work hard liao lor... JIA YOU BA, KIRA!!!

signing off...
KIRA..

我们

2008-10-16T23:55:00.006+08:00

我们就像太阳和月亮
永远都不能认识彼此

我们就像生肖和星象
永远都不能融合彼此

我们就像天才和傻瓜
永远都不能信任彼此

我们就像火焰和水花
永远都不能接受彼此

曹植：
煮豆燃豆萁，
豆在釜中泣；
本是同根生，
相煎何太急

Signing off...
KIRA...

曾经

2008-10-12T00:38:00.003+08:00

曾有人问我
若你有个前女友
你当时非常爱她
然后她突然想和你复合
你会跟她复合吗？

我无法回答
我不知道
我只说
我应该仍然很爱她
但我们能再次回到过去吗？

若听过苏永康的《旧爱还是最美》
有句歌词是这样的：
人一辈子常常只有只有一次缘份

缘分已尽
何必强求
只是会不甘心

还有一句歌词是这样的：
有时分手不是谁负了谁
两个对的人却在错的时候爱了一回

我想
彼此拥有个美好的回忆
只要彼此都能拥有幸福
彼此曾经在一起就已经很足够了。

Signing off...
KIRA...

THE END!!!

2008-10-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

DJ Competition has ended,camp has ended, attachment has ended... and now,my holidays are gg to end soon... well, do i have holidays in the first place?? haha...

Leadership camp is vey successful... I love my grp so much... STREET FIGHTERS!!! they are so high sia...even though they nvr win champ, to me they are the best!!! if foc camp, frontizo can oso like that, they confirm can win de... haha...

Attachment has ended too... all of a sudden, i missed SPH... i already get used to gg there and work le... and also, i can go in and out as i like... but now... cannot le... and also, radio 100.3 is oso at SPH... so now cannot go find them liao lor... no work pass liao...

tmr got class bbq... long time nvr see my class le... yup... hope can have fun tmr...

sch is gg to reopen soon... sianz... is so stressful there... dun feel like studying liao... i already hating my sch life... my pri and sec sch life was so much fun and easy-going... but now, it's ....

but well, at least i found good friends there too... from my class zhihui to junior doreen... so still ok la...

signing off...
KIRA...

I am in SCH!!! at 7.16am

2008-10-06T07:16:00.002+08:00

yo, gd morning... haha... now camping in sch kismis... here is like condo u know, though the bed is not my type... haha... but is still quite comfortable here...

anw, went to radio 100.3 7th b'dae party and help as a usher... i met a lot of problems leh... such as whistle entangled la, people late la!!! especially those VIPs!!! i hate them man... they are jus argh!!! always late in a wrong time, then always make those ushers miss the first programme... haiz... but in overall, the party is still nice la, though to me not high enough... maybe they sing too many those slow type songs or the listeners are not high enough ba...

anw, after that, wen hong lao da treat us eat 湖南菜 at a restaurant... he jus booked the whole place when we ony use 3 tables... so lao da sia... and most of all, got abalone!!! cool, but ony manage to eat one as hav to share ma... but i am very happy le... all the food are damn nice!!!

i think i will miss radio 100.3 leh... the people there are very fun and make us feel like we are a part of the family... hope maybe can join them in the future?? haha...

alrite, HMS leadership camp is gg to start in 1 1/2 hr time... i am a GL sia... sianz... dun feel like be GL leh... but nvm, i think i will love the grp in the process ba...

signing off...
KIRA...

Finally a Break

2008-10-01T17:57:00.004+08:00

YAY!!! I finally got a break from my busy schedule... So went out alone and watch movie... oso go cut and highlight my hair...

Went to causeway point and watch louis koo's show . Wat a damn nice show... Very long nvr watch a good chinese movie le... btw got one character named wei jian lor... wah lao, same name as me sia...

btw, tell u this... dun find a job which is called digitizer and vetter, especially when that company's program got a bug and a supervisor which nvr giv instructions properly... they will make u earn money in a hard way and minus your money when u are damn innocent... I WILL NOT DO THIS JOB AGAIN!!!

Anyway, add some photos ba...

I highlight my hair to red today!!!

We are the Ngee Ann Gang!!! (Shiqi Lost??)

Xiao Le,Doreen, Yijun and Me!!!

Me and Doreen (edited part 1)

Me and Doreen (edited part 2)

Signing off...
KIRA

PHOTOS!!!

2008-09-30T00:44:00.003+08:00

All the finalists and DJs

I am Edison!!! (props for final performance)

Me and Jian Wen

Me and my shifu Xiaozhu

Me and my partner Doreen (i choose a nicer photo in case she kill me)(Btw that is for her cecilia photo)

ok, i am lazy to take more photos... that why la.. haha...

SIGNING OFF...
KIRA...

QUICK UPDATES!!!

2008-09-29T15:33:00.005+08:00

i am working now, so cannot write much...

btw, if u still dun noe, i got join a 100.3fm DJ competition... very happy to get in to top 10... although cannot win, i already happy le... cos my voice is in very bad condition now... so yup... thx all 100.3 dj for taking care of us during the competiton... especially ah ken, yan zhi and daphane... oso happy i make a lot of gd frenz in the process too...

i got take pics la, but mus wait till i reach home kays... btw thx doreen for the final performance, u did a great job... u deserved to be in top 5... i am happy for u...

btw, jus now got see wan ping blog about scorpio de... very accurate... That is really true self of me... wan to noe bout me, jus go to her blog and read ba... although is very long....

i hope attachment faster over sia... i very tired le... i got so many things to do... i cannot commit to the job at all... damn idiotic la... shd not agree in the first place... even though i got a nice NBA goodie bag during the process... haiz...

btw, thx who support me during the competition... i appreciate your efforts... :)

SIGNING OFF...
KIRA...

WOO HOO!!

2008-09-06T21:41:00.007+08:00

Guess wat? You will not believe it but is a fact. I played basketball with an NBA star, NICK YOUNG from Washington Wizards, today!!! WOO HOO!!! OMG!!! NBA player leh... u ony can see them on TV and but today, not ony i see him in person but play with him too...

oh ya, let me explain why i get a chance to play with him... I went to NBA madness at Marina Square for the Media Challenge(representing Zao Bao Sports). We get to play "Two-ball game" with Nick Young. But too bad, i did not win. Or i can get a basketball with his autograph.

But the goodie bag is oso damn cool. It consists of a pen, a NBA file, NBA The Finals Accesories and Lakers jersey(dun tell u which player de). So cool. Thanks Xiu Jin jie for letting me go. haha...

Btw, i had the slackiest day in SPH today. i came at 4 and leave at 7.30. i think hy, zh they all will wan to kill me ba. haha...

DHL-NBA Trophy

Compare my hand and Wade's

I'm shorter than him(by 2cm)

signing off...
KIRA...

Brief Update

2008-09-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

Yo... To save time, i hav to tyoe in english... yup...

ok, i am officially a SPH worker, in zao bao sports. haha... The people there are very good. They are willing to help me a lot and will tell me nicely where i did wrong. Still haven regret joing SPH... But translating is a chore sia... Even though I first day already got my work showed on Zao Bao le(is about Owen not chosen for England). Hope can try doing on a report of a match.And also hope that my name can one day be showed on Zao Bao.Envy those who have their names already out on their papers or websites.

I am quite glad that i am in Sports Department as i am doing wat interests me. If i am in other departments, i might bore to death ba.(Although i dun mind trying them too).

On the other hand, i am chosen to go for the UFM100.3 DJ competition audition, but i think maybe all from our sch got being chosen ba... Quite surprised i am in as i was damn late for the first audition. Thanks Shuang Ying and OVB help me to stall them for my arrival. But cos of this thingy, i think i hav to change my working schedule for this wk cos i sunday no day off. So hav to try to switch to sat for this wk. I dun wan to take leave cos i hav to take 2-3 times leave for this month. So wish me luck or i cannot take part le...

ok, that's all folks... hope that got time to update again ba. :)

signing off...
KIRA...

我

2008-08-29T18:52:00.002+08:00

我从不了解我自己
因此我花了一个晚上
从头到尾了解自己

我
17+岁（生日还没到）
天蝎座
不喜欢有人笑我家人
可以没有朋友的陪伴
但我却不喜欢一个人回家

我很讲义气
可是我不想的
我也很记仇
甚至十年前的事我都记得

我最讨厌被背叛
不管是大事情还是小件事
背叛我的人
我永远不原谅

我也是个很会掩饰的人
是讨厌你还是喜欢你
你也无法知道
所以你说我有心机
我不否认
但我从不backstab
所以你不必担心你会有危险

我其实是个很安静的人
一整天不说话都可以
所以希望能找到能忍我的静的女孩
也希望那女孩是可以是我能倾诉心事的对象
我条件好像有点苛刻，是不是？
我真可怜！哈哈！

好啦，应该是这样吧。还有什么少的，下次再补上去吧。毕竟我才十八岁。:)

WOW!!!

2008-08-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

鑑定結果
您的精神年齡29歲

與您實際年齡差11歲

幼稚度28％

成熟度86％

老化度8％

Hey guys, nope, u are not blind... haha... try a psychological survey and get this result... I AM MATURE!!! haha... wan to try the survey? den go to this website...

http://hyc.myweb.hinet.net/year/year.htm

signing off...
KIRA...

老师

2008-08-20T01:35:00.002+08:00

我的好朋友都会知道，我最讨厌的人都是做老师这行的。

我讨厌他们是有原因的。从小学开始，老师一开始就给我一个记号：陈伟健是个“吊儿郎当”的学生。

拜托！你不会说是你自己是偏袒的吗，只有成绩好，非常乖巧的学生才得到你的赞赏。给机会，很少有我的份，常常是那种学生才能得到。

难道你们给机会只看成绩吗？你们摸良心，你们给过我的机会，我都有非常尽力去做得最好啊。虽说成绩不算班上很好的那一种，但也不至于很差啊。只因为在课堂上用了非常无神的眼神看住你，便咬定我“吊儿郎当”。真是气死我。

算了，这个世界太现实了。成绩就等于一切。当然，有些老师得到我的尊敬。但大多数吗，算了吧！别惹我就好了。

signing off...
KIRA...

完了！

2008-08-20T01:25:00.002+08:00

完了，终于完了。
考试考完了！
成绩玩完了！
哈哈！心情交错复杂，高兴是因为放假了，暂时不必碰书。不爽是因为我没做完考卷。很不爽，因为我可以考得很好的，却因为时间太短而无法做完，损失差不多17到20分吧。挺失望的，感觉没有达到自己的要求。

但，放假是件好事，值得我们去高兴的。所以，谁要出去玩，找我！哈哈

signing off...
KIRA...

读书

2008-08-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

有人说
我读书很slack
所以比起其他人
成绩挺瞎的

有人说
我野心不大
只aim 班上的 Top 20（我班才十六个人）
所以比起其他人要拿Top 5，Top 3 或 AD
我很瞎

若是从前的我
或许会感到自卑
但现在的我
才懒得理他们的评语
现在的我相信

不要管他人有多好
因为那对自己是个无形的压力
最重要还是要在于自己
只要有尽力
对得起良心
就不会有遗憾

有人问
难道你不想赢吗
当然
我想赢
却不能为了赢而失去快乐
而且这也不是最好的作战策略

我相信
想超越别人
先突破自己
因为最强的竞争对手
是自己！

伟健，加油！你行的！：）

signing off...
KIRA...

爱情。树

2008-08-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

每一个人的心里都棵树
名为爱情树
这棵树很特别
它在世时
能使你心情愉快
它被毁时
也能让你痛苦不堪
爱情树的种树人
也往往也是爱情树的摧毁者

你若不想成为他人爱情树的种树人及摧毁者
请尽早告诉那个人
别等那颗爱情树已根深蒂固
才狠心把那棵树拔出来
甚至使那棵树枯萎
无法再重新生活了。
：）

signing off...
KIRA...

死神

2008-08-11T01:56:00.002+08:00

死神
到底长什么样子？
是不是像漫画里一样这么丑陋？
还是
他其实是非常好看的，甚至比金城武还帅？

错
不应该只把死神限制在男性里。
死神或许是女的都说不定。
那她美吗，像……
美女太多，不知该比喻为谁。

好奇
很想看看死神一眼。
但或许还得等一段日子吧。
因为他/她还没想要找我。

或许
我和死神的约会
将是我离开这世界的日子
别为我伤心
反而该为我快乐
因为那时我从这喜忧参半的世界解脱了。
：）

（拜托，不用担心。我是疯子，不是傻子。understand?)

signing off...
KIRA...

醒醒吧！

2008-08-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

朋友，别傻了！你以为你是谁？你知不知道，是你！对，就是你！是你先放弃了她！你已没有资格再去得到她的爱！放手吧！让她可以更比你更好的男人在一起，别再做无畏的挣扎了。你别再妄想她会爱你的！你还是专心点，让你的GPA打破3.4吧，这还比较实际，知道吗,朋友？别再作大白痴了！！！

signing off...
KIRA...

为了写而写！

2008-08-03T00:37:00.002+08:00

爱，得来不易，我却从来没有珍惜。是没经验？或许吧，但这不是借口。我常常希望每天我的那个女孩都对我甜蜜的撒娇，细心地照料着我。但，我好像从来没有给过她们所要的安全感，因此，我很少交到女朋友，即使有也会以分手收场。

曾经有人这样说（我知道她是开玩笑的。）:“哇，你这样衰啊，每段恋情到第四个月就分手啊。”哈哈，或许我真就那么衰吧。因为我知道我不是一个好男人，也不是一个好情人。甜言蜜语的话，我是真的不会说，因为我是个不会表达的人。

我曾经有个我非常深爱的女孩，但我却没坚持到最后。虽然我和她都说是因外来因素才无法在一起，但其实我知道大多都是我的问题。我在想，如果时间能倒流，我应该再坚持吗？

在情人节那天，我有了女朋友。我很高兴，以为她会是我最后的情人。但我错了，因为功课的缘故，我们还是分手了。我真的真的很不甘心，因为我已深深陷入这段爱情，直到现在才能振作起来。如果时间倒流，我当时还会选择和她在一起吗？

我的不果断，我的懦弱，造就现在爱情失败的我。成功几时才会轮到我呢？或许没有那一天也说不定。哈哈！

signing off...
KIRA

HALO!!!

2008-07-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

halo... haha... many people say i never update... bleah... ok now i update ok... now i going to show a video of pictures that TO1 and TO2 have taken so far(video done by bob)...

YO!!! MY photos are included too... ARGH!!! haha... although only 4(if i never counted wrongly),but ok le la... cos i know the photos i take overall are good(have to say like that so that will not let down zhihui,juian,sihan and wayne(ony his hand) cos they sacrifice time to be my models... haha)

signing off...
KIRA

他不爱我

2008-07-05T01:51:00.004+08:00

最近，迷上了莫文蔚的旧歌《他不爱我》。不是搞emo，真的觉得这首歌很感人，很适合失恋还是被拒绝的人。哈哈。这首歌，直接了当，感动人心，我也听了这首歌不小心掉下一滴泪。跟你们分享吧

《他不爱我》莫文蔚

他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近

他不爱我
说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心

我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净

我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净

我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

signing off...
KIRA

沉默物语

2008-06-25T13:05:00.000+08:00

有人曾经说过：“沉默是个非常重要的沟通桥梁。”

或许吧。有些时候，只需沉默，讯息便自然而然地传达了。

曾听说关于沉默的名句：“沉默是金。”

也许吧。有些时候，只需沉默，对另一人来说，是对他的尊重、安慰。

可是，每样东西有利也有弊。沉默当然也不例外。

沉默，有时对他人而言，等于你自己在表达你自己的心情。有些时候，沉默应对，也变得弄巧反拙，让人误解你不专心，不尊重他。

若有一天，上天要你做出一个决定，要你是否把沉默从你的生活上抽掉，永远无法沉默。你的选择是什么？

我的选择是，我不会。我想要沉默，我已爱上沉默。沉默，至少对我来说，已是成为每一个人的必需品。

沉默，可以让我安静思考。
沉默，成为我的沟通桥梁。
沉默，使我对他人的尊重。
沉默，是我心情表达方式。
沉默，已成为我个人独特的性格了。

signing off...
KIRA

Some photos

2008-06-13T01:31:00.014+08:00

Took some photos for new media 1st portfolio... Yup, jus feel like sharing wit u all... haha...

Large Aperture

Small Aperture

Fast Shutter Speed

Slow Shutter Speed

Portrait

Silhoutte

Framing

Perspective

Low-Angle

Spacing

I think some might still need to retake ba... haha... but i am satisfied what i have done.... haha...

signing off...

KIRA

Sianz...

2008-06-01T11:36:00.002+08:00

yo, here to update again... since i haven eat lunch, i can't do my homework... so lets do some blogging.

I finally completed one of the assignments, GLOBAL ISSUES!!! YEAH!!! damn tough man... spend one whole day to do this thingy... hey frenz, i am not giving u any peer pressure ar, i just wan to share my joy... haha...

BUT, there are still more assignments for me to do... sianz... so today, i plan to do finish marketing first so that xueting will not keep bugging me for it. Den, i mus complete presentation skills ppt today. That ppt is not the main point, so i hope will not waste too much time on it ba... and ya, must complete some stupid e-learning. the lecturers very wat la, noe that we have lots of assignment to do still give us e-learning. if like that, i rather go to sch and listen their boring lectures la....

Btw, should i go to watch live, Singapore vs Ukesban(dun noe how to spell la)? Not that i wan to watch la... just wan to take photos for New Media leh... Theme is red leh... Is like wat a chance leh... but now so busy and is very far leh... haiz...

I hope that i can complete all my assignments on time la... As u know, i am a really damn lazy person. so, JIA YOU BA, KIRA TAN WEI JIAN!!!

signing off...
KIRA

SURPRISED!!!

2008-05-31T00:54:00.002+08:00

yo, today was a surprise sia... Never really study for the conlang test at all but guess how much i score?? 8.5/10!!! OMG!!! i know there are some people who oso get this kind of grades or even better... but who cares!!! I never study can get this kind of grades le leh, study le confirm get better ar, even full mark oso can ar... haha... ok, i siao liao...

After the test, went to OUR SPACE with xueting, huiyuan they all... while whey were discussing their video proj, i was at there doing my global issue... toking about global issue, i mus thank vanessa for giving me A+ essay for my reference sia... without that, i still dun noe how to do de lor... Btw mus say pai seh to vanessa for being so fierce to her during hms meeting... as you see, i dun like people to touch my hair, especially when i am wearing a cap!!! cos it means my hair is damn messy and ugly that cannot be seen.

After that, went to woodlands for a movie wit zhihui... but b4 that, went to woodlands library to do global again.... thus managed to do finish 300 words le... 700 to go... haha... after watch this thai movie call chocolate.... it is an action packed movie which was acted by this female disciple of Tony Jaa, the guy who act in Ong Bak!! The fighting stances were damn deadly la... some scenes are quite disgusting too, like toe kena chopped off... feel like scolding vulgarities when watching this type of scenes man... but in overall, is still quite a gd show la...

haiz, these few days must rush homework le... or will die ar... JIA YOU BA!!!

signing off...
KIRA

迷惘

2008-05-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

真不知道为什么要写这个post？是无聊吗，还是我又有烦恼了吗？一定又是功课在作祟吧。许多功课在同一个星期要交。真想一头撞死算了。

我不知道你现在到底在想什么，是你变了吗？希望我是胡思乱想吧！

花很迷惘——吴忠明，叶玮庭

吴: 还有些想逃虽然有预感应该逃不了
葉: 爱或不爱都一样苦恼花不够灿烂我不要

吴: 我能给你多少
葉: 还要为你变得多计较
合: 为何渴望燃烧又害怕拥抱

葉: 许多话欲言又止我知道我很渺小
吴: 放在我心里推敲意荡神摇

合: 就算花开季节你在远方暗香依然
葉: 我流的泪你怎么还青春
合: 那么短不想也想将忘难忘
吴: 我该把你
合: 怎么办
葉: 花海中
合: 灯火阑珊迷惘思念抛向何方

signing off...
KIRA...

ANOTHER WK HAS PASSED

2008-05-25T19:10:00.002+08:00

hey, long time no see... haha... let's do some updating eh...

homework is piling up sia... OMG!!! wk 8 hav to hand in 4 assignments!!! 3 assignments and 1 presentation to be exact!! ARGH!!! F***!!! OPPS!!! i forget i have to take photos for my new media hor... MAY I WITHDRAW FROM THIS DEADLY CHS??? haiz... KIRA TAN WEI JIAN, MUS JIA YOU KAYS???

forget bout homework, ytd was my niece's full moon celebration. haha, this celebration is special... cos it was located at a farm... haha... a hydrophonic farm... the farm was my brother-in-law's relatives' farm... yup... the buffet was damn nice.... damn rare la... cos mostly buffet not that nice de... that not all, i got a chance to drink some beer.... haha... wat a great chance to do some marketing... MARKETING?? ARGH!!!

well, can see heineken was more popular than tiger leh... carlsberg taste similar as heineken... will the results the same?? haha... homework is all in my mind... die le la... i am not being myself le... haha...

signing off...
KIRA

MY NIECE

2008-05-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

IT'S GOING TO BE HER FULL MOON!!! TIME FLIES!!! HAHA!!! ALL PICS TAKEN WHEN SHE WAS ONLY 2 DAYS OLD.

signing off...

KIRA

烦

2008-05-12T23:44:00.003+08:00

有人曾经告诉我，要维持一段感情，不要自己单独付出，而是要懂得how to play hard。所谓play hard 就是要让你的另一方没有那么容易就能找到你，要让对方慢慢开始一直想念你而想尽办法联络你之类的方法。目的就是要让另一方觉得你对他来说是很重要，不可缺少的，否则另一方会take you for granted。

对我来说，我比较不赞同这个方式。或许是因为我的个性吧。我会非常疼爱我所爱的人。不管有多辛苦，不管我以后会不会得到回报，我还是会继续地付出，维持这份感情。或许你会说我很软弱之类的话，但女朋友本来就应该被疼爱的嘛。虽然你们说她好像不领情，甚至怀疑她真得是否爱我的，但你们又怎么知道呢？毕竟她是非常内向的女孩，不会表达自己的情绪呢？

总而言之，只要两方学会如何互相迁就，互相关心，互相扶持，还有最重要就是要信任对方，感情才真地会继续坚固。

p.s：我以我朋友的角度来谈讨他的烦恼，并非我的经验。

signing off...
KIRA

无聊

2008-05-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

不知道，我真的不知道
该如何是好
没想到竟然会这么难搞
我很想要逃
可是却始终还是逃不掉

想念
成了我每天煎熬的病
但若这场病能让我得到你
那我宁可不去就医
陷入这场甜蜜回忆

我真的只想拥有一天
能单独和你再一次游玩
能再一次握住你的小手
能再一次把你紧紧拥抱
能再一次深情地吻你脸颊

但这一天
似乎好像越来越远
我珍惜每次与你在一起的时光
你是否还有保藏
你那爱我的心呢

(无聊创作，做得不好，不好意思)

signing off...
KIRA

HMS OUTING...

2008-05-02T20:46:00.002+08:00

yo, guess where i am now??? HAHA!!! i am in SCH NOW!!! haiz, hav to stay back for joint performance rehearsal.... i am so tired and in pain now... cos i got sunburnt... haha... but is worth it.. let me tell u why...

COS YTD WAS OUR HMS EXCO OUTING... haha... we went to sentosa... even though not everyone got go, but we still hav fun. the 2 new freshies exco oso joined us too... they are wayne and chuan you... they are funny chaps man... wayne always call me "FRONTIZO POWER"... is so lol la... den chuan you choice of words is very cool la... and wayne and chuan you combine together to suan people, u dun think HMS 7 贱客is贱anymore... haha...

well, we went to sentosa from 12 to 8 something la... (even though we meet at 10 but got people late till 11am la) we went to play frisby, monkey,captain frisby bla bla... but most of all, i finally play something i hav not play for more than 1yr.... that is ................................BASKETBALL!!! YAY!!! i love basketball a lot... we played 2matches, but we lost both la.... lost by 1 ball leh... so sad... but i am still proud of it la... cos is our first time combination leh... first match is me, wayne, ivan and yong chuan. den second match yong chuan is replaced by yu fung... (cos yong chuan has gone for work le). even though we lost, i dun care. cos i ony care that i got score... 耍帅是我的本质嘛。haha...

well, after sentosa, we went to this restaurant call 拉面十(is not real name). i dun write the real name of the restaurant cos the food there is CANNOT MAKE IT!!! for my ramen is alrite la... but i ask them to add noodles but i dun think they got add la... wah lao eh... den i order gyoza la... OMG, it sucks... the gyoza is so small and is tasteless... den the sauce is so sour la... den others complain that the ramen is too spicy la... and in the end, we all like kao bei them sia.... haha.... so sad for them...

lastly, we hav some HTHT at mcdonald... haiz... it makes me sad la when talk bout CHS... cos the stress is killing me la... den on way back home, i hav HTHT with zhi hui la bout academic... i almost going to cry la when talking bout it... haiz...dun say le... but thx zhihui for being my listening ears when i hav problems...

when i reach home, i found out that i got sunburnt... haha... but i dun care... cos is not as pain as during OBS... haha... i jus glad that i had fun... GUYS, can plan another outing again??

signing off...
KIRA

Sch make me tired!!!

2008-04-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

haiz... dun feel good of being yr 2. dun noe why... suddenly feel that i became busy cos of lots of things.... such as SAG, hw bla bla... den oso troubled cos of.... haiz...

i always had this feeling of quitting SAG. but i cannot be irresponsible. i really hope that my hard work for SAG is all worthwhile. FRESHIES, dun make me regret my decision.

HW!!! i suddenly realised i kept forgetting hw... argh... i dun noe why...

i now oso a bit sianz... dun say le....

signing off...
KIRA...

sch... Sch... SCh... ARGH, is SCH!!!!

2008-04-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

ok, very long never update le.... mus update... my blog is dead enough, cannot let it more dead... haha...

firstly, ACTUAL HMS FOC O8 IS OVER!!!! YAY!!! well, is fun as well as most slack camp. becos i am not a camper anymore, i am an exco. my role at the camp is to be a house leader for my house, FRONTIZO. i am a bit sad that my house of freshies are not high enough when we have so many gd GLs with them. but i still hav fun, especially during campfire. Dancing "tarzan and jane" and partying wit excos after campfire made me damn high... but i always had camp side-effects... haha... i had sexy voice now for the time being...

secondly,went to sch today to decorate SAG booth for tmr and tues cca fiesta... really hope we can recruit a lot of people. we spend lots of hours doing it... pls god, make our efforts worth it...

thirdly, tomorrow is the reopening day of sch... well, dun feel like returning leh... but actually i have already started sch. from mon till now, i always went back sch... well, is this the life of year 2?

ok, dun tok bout sch le... jus watch finish death note 2 from channel U. MY FAV MOVIE!!!! ALWAYS THE BEST!!! KIRA ROX!!! my mum oso watch it( for a short part). those who are L fans, sorry and forgive my mum ba. (but i agree her words too) at first, she said L are more shuai than KIRA. but after a while, she say the more she look at L, the more she feel L like a ghost. She oso agree KIRA IS MORE SHUAI.... haha... well, wat can i say.... KIRA ROX!!!

alrite, hav to go... hope first day of sch will be a plesant one... hehe... cya!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

This Dance Rox...

2008-04-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

signing off...
KIRA...

BACK FROM PRE-CAMP

2008-04-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

hey hey... i am back from pre camp... yay!!! haha... so i will update bout the camp...

well, the pre camp is fun... cos the group is good... FRONTIZO ROX!!! haha... so i confirm that the real camp will be more fun... haha... well, that is my first time being a GL and i am proud to be their GL. hope foc camp i can be a great house leader for Frontizo... haha... and well, this is the first time people say i am light which equal that i not fat... yay... gym visits are useful after all... :)

well, i never had a good slp there too... first day got a stop watch keep disturbing me by beeping all the way... 2nd day had a long tok aka night walk wit evangeline, jia feng and some new frenz until 6.30am den slp for 1 1/2 hr... but i still love this camp... yup...

i am still a bit tired now... even though i started slping from 5 pm to 8 am ytd. and i got a nap today somemore for 3 hrs... haha... i break my slping record... but i need energy for meetings of hms, sag or even naps thingy... and sch is starting soon... so mus slp more.... haha...

well, i hav to go now... looking forward to hms foc camp 08... i wan to know more juniors... yay!!! cya...

signing off...
KIRA...

VANTAGE POINT

2008-03-28T23:01:00.005+08:00

Vantage Point, 刺激动作片，却让我很失望。因为这部电影的题材很好，却让人很不可思议，或应该说不符合逻辑。

导演为了要反映出不同角色对这起恐怖袭击案的不同看法，因此一直重复美国总统替身被射倒的片断。这不仅让我感到非常厌烦。我总觉得一定还有更好的方式来表达不同人的看法。不停的重复，对有些人来说，会是个折磨。

破案程序，非常不可思议。总统保镖竟然是因为在新闻录像车内发现原来自己的同伴竟然是恐怖分子。（因为那同伴在说谎时被摄影师拍到他换了装正要去某个地方。）太偶然了吧。而且能够破案的主要原因，竟然是因为恐怖分子头目为了要闪避一个小女孩而搞到自己翻车，计划失败。保镖也就那么偶然救起在那辆车里的美国总统，立了大功。破案过程都很偶然性，如果是真是实况，那里可能会这么偶然让人救到总统？看到恐怖分子头目要闪避那小女孩，我就知道正义的一方一定是胜利者。但试着想象一下，都已杀害这么多无辜百姓的恐怖分子，那里可能在逃离时会还想到要闪避小女孩？如果是真的恐怖分子，他们早就撞下那小女孩继续逃跑了。所以我说这是太不可思议。

结尾，因为大多数的情节都投在保镖身上，因此其他角色的结局都被草草了事，尤其是Forrest Whitaker和西班牙警察的部分，总觉得他们的故事可以说得更多一点。还有，因为美国总统非常不可思议地被救出，所以就是等于那老掉牙的结局，正义的一方获胜。

Forest Whitaker在这部戏演得非常好，不愧是影王，但却让我感觉他这角色不需要存在，感觉他
是个花瓶罢了，目的最多就是为了要让票房爆高罢了。他这角色所拍的录影，也不是破案的源头，所以更显示他这花瓶的角色。他的结局，在这动作片，也很格格不入。只能说他被这部电影狠狠利用了。

动作片，刺激片断真正只有二十分钟，也就是追车的部分。本来总统替身被枪杀开始时也很刺激，但因为不断地重复，因此变得很乏味。恐怖分子的部分，也让人满意。原来恐怖分子也会用电脑科技的，计划也非常详细。当然得归功给演员。因为他们演得真的像恐怖分子。

那么好的题材，因为差劲的拍摄方法以及不可思议的桥断而毁了，真是枉费演员的好演技啊。

signing off...
KIRA

2008-03-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20.Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.
1. At what age do you wish to be married?
25
2. At what age you want to have kids?
27
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Italy and Taiwan
4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
Together with my love forever
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Ya, if i live in an island with no one in it.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My love ones.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Bring my love ones to Italy and Taiwan. Den leftover all go into my bank
8. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Friendly, Kind, Casual
9. What requirement you wish from your other half?
LOVE ME FAITHFULLY!!!
10. What kind of person you hate the most?
BETRAYERS and PEOPLE WHO LAUGH OR CURSE MY FAMILY!!!
11. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
nope. wat for??
12. What is your most embarrasing moment in your entire life?
Forget le... i think too many le when i was small... haha...
13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
MY FAMILY AND LOVE.
14. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
Fight with my brain.
15. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My Laziness...
16. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My Love ones
17. What's your weakest point?
MRT and MRT tracks(i know is unbelievable kays?)
18. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
My Brown eyes...
19. What is the happiest moment in life?
Well... Fulfil one of my wish this year...
20.If u can be a character of a movie or anime, who do u wan to be?
KIRA(DEATH NOTE) and 藤真(SLAMDUNK)

WELL THE PEOPLE THAT I TAGGED IS: menglan, zhihui, sihan, yijun, aiya who wan to do jus do ba.. cos i know even i tagged some people, they will oso will not do de...

signing off...
KIRA

ALL BOUT SCH!!!

2008-03-18T21:35:00.003+08:00

ok, today gonna blog all bout sch thingy de...

firstly, i got my timetable le.... i know wat electives i get le. i got NEW MEDIA AND MARKETING!!! hope i can hav fun for this 2 modules la... but i worry for new media, cos i dun noe how to use photoshop, so need a lot of people to teach me le... hehe...

secondly, SAG!!! haiz, ok... i quite fed up wit it cos the joint performance wit choir is in total mess. if i am president, i will not promise them de lor... not enough members left to do performance, den ony got so little time to prepare... wan to find yr1s to immediately join us for performance oso impossible la(cos they dun hav the basics). haiz, now need to find frenz to help out la... but i think they will not help de la... but if u wan to help i will be grateful la... for cca points, we will give u CCA representative points,NOT participation points.

ok, if u dun noe wat is representative points, let me explain to u. as u know, cca points actually got different types la which overall is call PEARLS. P represent participation, R represent representative, L represent Leadership bla bla... den for P and E, is actually not as good as ARLS de... cos professionals la will see your ARLS as priority la... yup...

if u wan to help out for this performance and earn representative cca points, contact me kays. u may jus help for this performance. after the performance, u can quit all u like... so pls help kays!!!

Lastly, HMS!!! FOC camp is coming up very soon le... i oso expecting pre-camp too la, cos dun noe who are other comm members la... and btw i dun wan be wat PRESIDENT OR VICE OR BLA BLA... i jus wan to be in a small position de,,, haha...

ok, i hope everything will goes smoothly ba...

signing off...
KIRA

如果我在13/3死去

2008-03-15T00:41:00.002+08:00

三曰十三日，距离白色情人节的前一天，是可以说我最害怕面临死亡的那一天。因为白色情人节的那一天，对我来说是个非常重要的日子。

不是因为要和谁过白色情人节，是因为一个不能说的秘密，也因为那天是成绩放榜日。但是，在三月十三日，一种恐惧感突袭了我的思绪，而那恐惧叫做，死亡。

三月十三日，约了人一起去吃晚饭。但到了目的地，却突然收到那人的通知说自己因为家人反对那天出门而无法出席。失望，这两个字明显表现出我当时脸上的表情。因为当时已准备一份惊喜，却因老天所开的玩笑而这惊喜因此云硝烟散。我不怪那人，那人那天生病了，不出席也是应该的，也不可以因为我与父母唱反调，所以我真得不怪那人。没办法，我只好单独搭地铁回家了。

回家的途中，死亡突然在我脑海了盘旋着。我在想，如果我在这一天死去，我一定不会含笑而中的，而是带着遗憾离去。

如果我在三月十三日死去：

我就无法与那人度过三月十四日那特别的一天，更无法亲手将亲手自做的礼物给那人。
我就无法知道我这学期辛辛苦苦打拼出来的成绩了。
我就无法见到我所爱的亲人最后一面，因为从早上到那时间，我都没有看到他们。
我许多的第一次，就无法达成了。
我许多许多的梦想就无法实现了。

想到那些遗憾，我便开始更加小心。过马路时一直留意川流不息的车子、用电器就留意手是否干了才碰触、甚至走起路来也一直留意堤上有没有香蕉皮，为了就是不想这么早去陪伴在另一世界的外公。直到了半夜十二点，我才开始松懈下来。

现在的我回想这件事，还真得有点好笑。但也因为以上某些事我已达到了。但是，如果我那天真的死了，其实我很想看到每一个人接到我死讯时脸上不同的表情。因为在那时候，你才会真正发现谁才是对你好的，不是吗？

signing off...

KIRA

不够好！

2008-03-14T08:47:00.002+08:00

Translation: B
Chinese Cultural: B+
Drama and Theatre:B+
SOCPSY: B
Writcom in chi: B

Total GPA: 3.1905

瞎，这对我来说，瞎这个形容词最适合不过了。

对，我知道我很笨，能拿到这成绩应该偷笑了。可是人永远是不会知足的。我也一样。很想在这成绩单上找到至少一个A，可惜找不到。

翻译这个玩意儿，拿到这种成绩，不知该挤出笑容还是挤出泪水。
文化史，都是臭图书馆惹的祸，早知道不把你当题材。
戏剧，我最失望，本想能拿一个A，但还是拿不到，剧本太烂了吧!
心理学，很意外，但也挺失落的，我都可以拿一个B，其他人应该都能拿A了吧！
华文写作，作文本来就不是我的强项，能拿着成绩，还是得靠那三个女人。

不爽，为何还是有科目得靠那三个女人才能拿到那成绩？恨自己不中用！我好想有一科是真地用自己的手考好成绩的，像文学史一样。

不要安慰我！我不需你的同情！我不是软弱的男人！

下个学期，想考得更好！KIRA，加油！

signing off...
KIRA...

爱情。是什么，有什么？

2008-03-12T20:45:00.002+08:00

爱情不是偶然
爱情没有巧合
爱情不是过程
爱情没有限制
爱情不是面包
爱情没有烦恼
爱情不是……
爱情没有……

爱情，这么多不是，这么多没有，那爱情又是什么，有什么呢？

signing off...
KIRA...

为你写诗

2008-03-05T23:31:00.004+08:00

短短几天犹如几年
每天思念你那美丽的脸
还有九天我以迫不及待
希望一眨眼就到了那一天
与你庆祝那意义重大的季节

我知道我很丑，所以我以温柔体贴来弥补
我知道我很笨，所以我加倍努力奋斗下去
我知道我没钱，所以我以我会的手工来制造浪漫
我知道我很肥，所以我努力做运动去掉肥肉
我知道我爱你，所以我为了你什么都愿意

爱情
靠近你我
直到世界的尽头
不会分离
所以庆幸有你爱我
我爱你！！！

p.s: ok, i am mad again... ok folks, dun guess anything... nothing happen at all...so dun ask me anything,yup :)

signing off...
KIRA...

SAG back to training le!!!

2008-03-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

yo, hav to go back for sag practices... haha... ytd went for practice... ok break the attendance record... ony 9 people are there... haha... cannot help la... either seniors go overseas or already quit le... haiz... actually is already very good le... those yr 2s are still willing to come when they are busy wit attachment or other reasons... otherwise sure ony hav 5,4 or even 3 people ony... haiz...

ok, first time went back to sag not ony as a member but as a secretary too... suddenly realise that secretary hav lots of things to do sia... argh... and at there forgetting to bring pen and paper to take down mins... and oso, i forget to inform baozhen and freda... haha.. paiseh... but i inform them le... haha...

ytd practice hav to do a play and the topic is "wat if i am edison chan". haha... we think lots of ideas and act it out... wah seh, it tests our mo qi lor... but mus say together for 1 yr le... got at least 80% of mo qi le... and very not used of doing the play ony in front of lao shi... normally there are other members sitting there watch de... haha...

ok, first time hav comm meeting but it came out to be a chatting session in the end... haha, but we still got do our jobs la... hope we this batch of comm members can do everything smoothly... haha... btw, hav to agree wit yu fung and pei ling... meet the spartans is cmi man, really ony worth half of the ticket price...

ok that all folks... cya around...

signing off...
KIRA

UPDATES AGAIN!!!!

2008-03-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

ok ok... a lot of thingys hav happened to me recently... ok... i lazy to type oso btw... haha... let's start the ball rolling...

firstly, yr 2 seniors have gone... fly to china... Aw.. so sad... haha...went to airport send them off... send till i no transport home... luckily yee teng very gd to me la... but cos i da nan ren, so at marsiling i drop off le and take mrt back home... but still thx yee teng, and all the best at hong kong!!!

secondly, mus say i hate golden village man!!! go wit my accompany for movie... and that guy(dun wan say his nationality la), his english pronounciation mus improve... sixteen nine can say sixty nine... shocked me like hell... ok, dun wan say so much le...

thirdly, my cousin wedding... ok, can say is cannot be compared wit my eldest sis wedding la... firstly, is bored at their home during morning... den dinner ma, not as good as my sis de... and most importantly, they never giv ang bao... fine, dun say le...

lastly, today is unforgettable day... cos something scary happen to me today... this cannot say... ony the one i can trust can know...

ok la... is like all not happy de hor... ok la, say one happy de, i got gamble and won $60 over in the end... is same as winning 4D i-bet... haha... ok, dun say le... cya...

signing off...
KIRA...

FAREWELL AND APPRECIATION DINNER OVER!!!

2008-02-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

yo... finally farewell party and sag appreciation dinner is finally over... so i finally hav total freedom... haha... actually no la... sag practice is coming soon, wit the new post i having now which is SECRETARY!!! OMG!!! haha... i thought i will not get it... actually i ony hope i jus get a smaller post like G.O or treasurer... but is ok... and btw i decided to be one of the comm member of hms... but i will not be president or any of bigger post... cos I NOT SUPERMAN kays.... haha

ok, the yr2s is flying off soon... so wish u all all the best and gd luck.... yup, and i know u all cannot see blogspot at china... so jia you ba... haha... ok the new juniors are coming and haha is time for me to bully them... nah jus jk... we need to recruit them for sag de leh... haiz... so ma fan...

ok la... that all folks...

signing off...
KIRA...

HEY YO!!!

2008-02-13T14:28:00.003+08:00

ok, is time for normal updates again... haha... yup, the year of rat has finally came. OH MAN!!! this year will be one of my suckiest year... oh dear.... but luckily, ytd i watch yu le bai fen bai, my horoscope still not that bad!!! At least my love luck is first of all horoscopes... hehe... dun noe is true or not, later i this year single again...

btw, wish u all haapy chinese new year!!!(is still chinese new year ar!!!) haha, tmr is a special day for all couples... COS IS VALENTINE DAY!!! hahaha, i know is a sad occasion for singles, but is ok... wat are frenz for!!! to accompany u!!! hehe... but i am going out tmr(not dating),cos i hate boredom kays... haha...

ok, i going to change my blog song. is 《靠近》from yuan wei jue xing!!! take it as a present for valentine day ba!!! haha

signing off...
KIRA...

CJ 7 is nice

2008-02-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

yo... long time no update... so mus update... haha...

OK!!! i finally hav my holidays... haha... after so much of hard work, finally can rest... but this is oso means that i have to get ready for yr 2... sianz...

ok, today went to watch CJ 7... jus in case u all felt strange that why i can watch it before feb 7, i was treated by my frenz for CJ 7 preview... omg, the alien is damn cute... i noe this sentence shd be a gal who say this, but i still wan to say... haha... i think gals will love that alien a lot la...

CJ 7 is a good movie... i love it lots...haha... ok la... i signing off... bye...

signing off...
KIRA...

我人生最好的朋友

2008-01-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

人，在世界上都会有他们自己属于的好朋友。我也不例外。我有三个好朋友。他们是博客，墙壁和枕头。他们在我人生不同状态中陪我度过这永不停止的时间。

博客
当我高兴的时候，我来找我博客，和他分享我的喜悦。
当我无聊的时候，我来找我博客，和他一起聊八卦。
当我生气的时候，我来找我博客，和他以文字来发泄。
当我伤心的时候，我老找我博客，和他述说我的心事。

墙壁
当我气愤的时候，我会找我的墙壁，发泄我不满的情绪。
当我心烦的时候，我会找我的墙壁，试图忘记我心中的烦恼。
当我精神错乱的时候，我会找我的墙壁，想要找回我原来的自己。

枕头
当我想要哭的时候，我会找我的枕头，让我沉入自己的世界。
当我想呐喊的时候，我会找我的枕头，来掩盖我痛苦的思绪。
当我变疯狂的时候，我会找我的枕头，陪我走进疯狂的世界。

我要感谢我这些好朋友，因为你们，我的世界从此有了一曙光，照亮我的世界。

signing off...
KIRA...

5th 个人文集

2008-01-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

初恋

十八岁，到了这个年龄的年轻人大多数都已谈过至少一次恋爱，体验过初恋了吧。当然，我也不例外。我十六岁的时候也曾经展开我的初恋之旅，在大概四个月后才结束这场旅途。

曾经有人这样告诉我，初恋是我们人生中最痛苦，但也最难忘的一个过程。是真的吗？真的有那么痛苦，那么难忘吗？那么为什么我却没有感受到呢？难道当时的我其实不爱她？不可能。当时的我们经过这么多的障碍才能在一起，若我不爱她的话，哪有可能还能和她一起坚持不放弃。那么到底是为什么呢？

今天在学校，我碰到了我的初恋女友。她依然还是那么地高，那么地瘦，只是她的头发变长了，使我差一点认不出她。当我想要叫她，我赫然发现我竟然忘记了她的名字。我顿时感到非常无助，虽然已不是情侣了，但我们还是朋友。为什么我可以轻易地忘记了她的名字呢？就这样，我无奈地望着她的背影渐渐地离开我的视线了。

或许因为我与她在一起的时光都很不愉快，因此我也渐渐忘了这段不堪回首的时光。但我却没有想到我连她都可以忘掉。直到她的出现，我才记起了这段往事，记得世界有她这个人的存在。

我的初恋就这样那么枯燥乏味，不堪回首。我很后悔我当初的决定，因为我的初恋就这样无端端地过去，没有为我的爱情旅途留下任何深刻的回忆。

signing off...
KIRA...

SAG Photos

2008-01-13T21:05:00.001+08:00

There will be more pics next time!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

another "wen zhang"

2008-01-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

晴天，这城市的白色风车依然在旋转着，环境也无比的安静，美丽。但谁也没有想到这城市竟然有一个不能说的秘密。

十年前，这城市里藏着一个半岛铁盒，这铁盒里有一对锋利无比的双刀。据传说，获得这对双刀的人将会得到前所未有的一股力量，让自己所向无敌。因此，城里城外的人都为了这对双刀而展开许多战役，想把竞争对手都一一除掉。

ok,i am tired... next part...next time write... gd nite...

signing off...
KIRA

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-01-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

YO!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! haha... so sad we still hav to study for two stupid tests,but is still a happy occasion... haha...

THIS IS MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1)GET A GD GRADE FOR MY STUDIES!!!
2)BE HEALTHY ALWAYS!!!
3)GET THE ELECTIVE I WAN
4)is a secret(hehe)

okays, happy new year to everybody...haha...

signing off...
KIRA...

FUN!! FUN!!! FUN!!!

2007-12-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

yo, now 5pm, i am at zhihui house doing translation now... argh, ma fan... i hate homework...bleah... i now so tired sia, cos yesterday was too fun...

yesterday went to cineleisure wit yijun for kbox... haha... we hav lots of fun there, we sang alot of duets there and wow, her singing is nice and her 音超高的。haha!!! after that,we went to watch "I am Legend". Will Smith acted damn well sia,OMG!!! another guy who can act 独角戏 sia. this movie is from a novel,but i forget wat is the name.I love this movie!! after that, yijun and me went to take neoprints..haha,very long never take neoprints le.btw,i hope i gave yijun a memorable belated birthday...

after that, went to bugis for sag gathering... we went to eat steamboat... wah... but there no bbq de, so sad... but still ok la... hav fun more important... den we went to take photos at bugis junction before going back home...

now i broke liao... haha... who wan to donate money to me... hehe... joking la... cya...

signing off...
KIRA...

UPDATES!!!

2007-12-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

yo... very long never update liao... haha... ok... where shd i start from... ok... i start from sat ba...

ok saturday... i shd say i abit unlucky... i actually wan to do siong lim temple at toa payoh.. but when i went to toa payoh, i lost my way and i cannot find the place. so i gave up and changed my mind. i decided to do NLB as is easy to find and near to raffles hotel. so i went NLB to take photos and surprisingly, i saw menglan,sihan,yuanyuan and wanping. Geez... yuanyuan dye her hair to red sia... omg... more and more of my classmates dyeing hair liao sia... haha... so went to eat dinner wit them... den when to raffles hotel... OMG, is damn high class there sia... so i behave high class there too..haha... btw, the drama 第一次亲密接触 is damn nice sia. i love the lights and zhou chong qing act very well... u all shd watch sia...

ok monday... is christmas eve... haha... xt they all are siao de... they actually go sch and do hw on that day... OMG!!! they are so nerdy sia... haha... i went to meet them for dinner... after that, me, hy , wx and ys went town for christmas... i went to buy spray and spray them... haha... it was fun... but the sad thing is santa claus went to take ys hp from him instead of giving... so sad...

for today... i hav bbq wit my family and relatives.the food is nice... haha... but i mainly keep drinking beer la... haha... but i dun hav christmas gift sia... anyone wan to giv me one...haha....

ok... that all folks... btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! and to yijun aka mrs pig aka da pai jun aka xiangsao aka dongsao, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

I hav FUN!!!

2007-12-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

yo... come back to update again... since now holiday, got lots of time liao... haha...

today went out wit my SAG frenz to play pool... argh, i today damn suay la... 4 times lose to peiling... and 2 matches she won by luck de lor... PEI LING, i will win u back de... haha... BAO ZHEN, u oso... i will win u back too... but nvm, at least i win yee teng... haha... although i won by luck...

after playing pool, i went to meet yijun at somerset mrt station to watch the warlords together at cineleisure...we went hong kong restarant to eat our dinner first... the food there not bad sia... argh,and den i today very paiseh leh... i took out the old golden village tickets instead of cathay tickets leh when going in... den i was so embarassed la...OMG!!! but the warlords is a very good movie... u all shd watch it sia... HY,XT and WX will become nuts ba if they watch this movie... cos got one part is jing ju... haha... i love how the director present the movie and i love the war scenes... ban zhang cannot watch cos is quite bloody... haha...

i had fun today... enjoy going out wit them... next time lets go out together again ba... haha...

signing off...
KIRA...

生活在感恩的世界

2007-12-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

今天，我妈带回一些有意义巨资的海报。这是其中一张，让我非常有感触。

感激斥责我的人，因为你助长了我的定慧
感激绊倒我的人，因为你强化了我的能力
感激遗弃我的人，因为你教导了我应自立
感激鞭打我的人，因为你消除了我的业障
感激欺骗我的人，因为你增进了我的见识
感激伤害我的人，因为你磨练了我的心志

这些话，我也想对这些人说。感激！！！

signing off...
KIRA...

UNLUCKY DAY!!!

2007-12-16T01:27:00.000+08:00

ok... today is really my unlucky day... firstly, dun noe who decide the time and forget to tell me at all... if i never msg one of them, am i gonna get the blame from they all... 1pm meet and i 12.30pm den got to know the time... WTF!!! if there isn't any drama show that really need to watch for proj, i will jus dun care them and stay at home....

secondly, as i hav to rush to city hall, i hav to spend money to take cab... that cab driver f*** like hell la... drive so slow nvm, he kept choosing the lane that cars dun move at all, keep eating my money... and plus traffic jam... i hav to stop at nearest mrt station instead of city hall to save my money and faster reach the place... bash that F*** driver...

Thirdly, when i reach the place, nobody apologised to me that they never told me the time to meet... is like wth la... pang seh me den never apologized... wan to put the blame on me is it... forget it, i hav always forgiving all the time, this time no exception too... haiz...

Lastly, i forget there is xiaozhu event just at marina square... ARGH!!!! i was jus at suntec when the event starts... sad... or i can see him again....

ok, tok bout that drama shw... that show is nice... but i jus feel however we intervene, we jus can't solve the prob... i jus feel that if that guy who is being suspected as a terrorist, jus prove that he is not... at least the situation will be much much better than having quarrels bout wat racist or wat which make the things worse... i know it will be unfair to him but someone shd jus make a sacrifice... the world is unfair by itself... isn't it true...

ok,i hav to go... next time update again ba...

signing off...
KIRA...

XIAO ZHU Autograph session

2007-12-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... Xiao Zhu autograph... haha... After a long torturous wait, finally i got his signature.... YAY!!!

Xiao Zhu autograph was at Junction 8... OMG!!! The order there sucks man... so many people cut queue... from starting to go in to the open plaza till getting xiaozhu signature... everybody keeps cutting queue... make me wait so long... some of the people are just keep blocking people... dun move at all... want to scold them sia... haiz, finally know why people go queue so early for...

ok, seeing xiaozhu will jus make me forget my pain for a while... he sang 一枝独秀，我不会唱歌。he oso played games with 3 lucky fans who won special privilage from fm 933 but singing wit them 败给你 one by one... he oso say some cold jokes for us during autograph session... he so caring towards his fans...

ok,i m tired... upload other photos next time... haha...

signing off...
KIRA...

奇乐世界

怨言

听说．爱情

想念

赌瘾

曾经的遗憾

选择

《简化》

四月二十三日

两个白痴！

Get Out!!

欲望

One month has gone!!

离开，才是真正的爱

1st wk over!!!

Some sort of personality test results

I am in China

Goodbye My Friends!!

HEAD PAIN

情人节快乐

DAMN!!!

OMG!!!

输赢

NS SONG(LOL)

SINGLISH!!!

自己

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I think i am mad!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Back from Hospital

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

葉问

HOLIDAYS

想

BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGG..................

《大卫必佳》

RANDOMMMMM....

HAPPY B'DAE TO ME!!

updating...

Victory!!!

好像找个人来疼爱

对你有感觉

Missing that Missing feeling

2nd week over!!

我们

曾经

THE END!!!

I am in SCH!!! at 7.16am

Finally a Break

PHOTOS!!!

QUICK UPDATES!!!

WOO HOO!!

Brief Update

我

WOW!!!

老师

完了！

读书

爱情。树

死神

醒醒吧！

为了写而写！

HALO!!!

他不爱我

沉默物语

Some photos

Sianz...

SURPRISED!!!

迷惘

ANOTHER WK HAS PASSED

MY NIECE

烦

无聊

HMS OUTING...

Sch make me tired!!!

sch... Sch... SCh... ARGH, is SCH!!!!

This Dance Rox...

BACK FROM PRE-CAMP

VANTAGE POINT

ALL BOUT SCH!!!

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