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有人曾经告诉我，要维持一段感情，不要自己单独付出，而是要懂得how to play hard。 所谓play hard 就是要让你的另一方没有那么容易就能找到你，要让对方慢慢开始一直想念你而想尽办法联络你之类的方法。目的就是要让另一方觉得你对他来说是很重要，不可缺少的，否则另一方会take you for granted。

对我来说，我比较不赞同这个方式。或许是因为我的个性吧。我会非常疼爱我所爱的人。不管有多辛苦，不管我以后会不会得到回报，我还是会继续地付出，维持这份感情。或许你会说我很软弱之类的话，但女朋友本来就应该被疼爱的嘛。虽然你们说她好像不领情，甚至怀疑她真得是否爱我的，但你们又怎么知道呢？毕竟她是非常内向的女孩，不会表达自己的情绪呢？

总而言之，只要两方学会如何互相迁就，互相关心，互相扶持，还有最重要就是要信任对方，感情才真地会继续坚固。

p.s：我以我朋友的角度来谈讨他的烦恼，并非我的经验。

signing off...
KIRA

无聊

不知道，我真的不知道
该如何是好
没想到竟然会这么难搞
我很想要逃
可是却始终还是逃不掉

想念
成了我每天煎熬的病
但若这场病能让我得到你
那我宁可不去就医
陷入这场甜蜜回忆

我真的只想拥有一天
能单独和你再一次游玩
能再一次握住你的小手
能再一次把你紧紧拥抱
能再一次深情地吻你脸颊

但这一天
似乎好像越来越远
我珍惜每次与你在一起的时光
你是否还有保藏
你那爱我的心呢

(无聊创作，做得不好，不好意思)

signing off...
KIRA

HMS OUTING...

yo, guess where i am now??? HAHA!!! i am in SCH NOW!!! haiz, hav to stay back for joint performance rehearsal.... i am so tired and in pain now... cos i got sunburnt... haha... but is worth it.. let me tell u why...

COS YTD WAS OUR HMS EXCO OUTING... haha... we went to sentosa... even though not everyone got go, but we still hav fun. the 2 new freshies exco oso joined us too... they are wayne and chuan you... they are funny chaps man... wayne always call me "FRONTIZO POWER"... is so lol la... den chuan you choice of words is very cool la... and wayne and chuan you combine together to suan people, u dun think HMS 7 贱客is贱anymore... haha...

well, we went to sentosa from 12 to 8 something la... (even though we meet at 10 but got people late till 11am la) we went to play frisby, monkey,captain frisby bla bla... but most of all, i finally play something i hav not play for more than 1yr.... that is ................................BASKETBALL!!! YAY!!! i love basketball a lot... we played 2matches, but we lost both la.... lost by 1 ball leh... so sad... but i am still proud of it la... cos is our first time combination leh... first match is me, wayne, ivan and yong chuan. den second match yong chuan is replaced by yu fung... (cos yong chuan has gone for work le). even though we lost, i dun care. cos i ony care that i got score... 耍帅是我的本质嘛。haha...

well, after sentosa, we went to this restaurant call 拉面十(is not real name). i dun write the real name of the restaurant cos the food there is CANNOT MAKE IT!!! for my ramen is alrite la... but i ask them to add noodles but i dun think they got add la... wah lao eh... den i order gyoza la... OMG, it sucks... the gyoza is so small and is tasteless... den the sauce is so sour la... den others complain that the ramen is too spicy la... and in the end, we all like kao bei them sia.... haha.... so sad for them...

lastly, we hav some HTHT at mcdonald... haiz... it makes me sad la when talk bout CHS... cos the stress is killing me la... den on way back home, i hav HTHT with zhi hui la bout academic... i almost going to cry la when talking bout it... haiz...dun say le... but thx zhihui for being my listening ears when i hav problems...

when i reach home, i found out that i got sunburnt... haha... but i dun care... cos is not as pain as during OBS... haha... i jus glad that i had fun... GUYS, can plan another outing again??

signing off...
KIRA

Sch make me tired!!!

haiz... dun feel good of being yr 2. dun noe why... suddenly feel that i became busy cos of lots of things.... such as SAG, hw bla bla... den oso troubled cos of.... haiz...

i always had this feeling of quitting SAG. but i cannot be irresponsible. i really hope that my hard work for SAG is all worthwhile. FRESHIES, dun make me regret my decision.

HW!!! i suddenly realised i kept forgetting hw... argh... i dun noe why...

i now oso a bit sianz... dun say le....

signing off...
KIRA...

sch... Sch... SCh... ARGH, is SCH!!!!

ok, very long never update le.... mus update... my blog is dead enough, cannot let it more dead... haha...

firstly, ACTUAL HMS FOC O8 IS OVER!!!! YAY!!! well, is fun as well as most slack camp. becos i am not a camper anymore, i am an exco. my role at the camp is to be a house leader for my house, FRONTIZO. i am a bit sad that my house of freshies are not high enough when we have so many gd GLs with them. but i still hav fun, especially during campfire. Dancing "tarzan and jane" and partying wit excos after campfire made me damn high... but i always had camp side-effects... haha... i had sexy voice now for the time being...

secondly,went to sch today to decorate SAG booth for tmr and tues cca fiesta... really hope we can recruit a lot of people. we spend lots of hours doing it... pls god, make our efforts worth it...

thirdly, tomorrow is the reopening day of sch... well, dun feel like returning leh... but actually i have already started sch. from mon till now, i always went back sch... well, is this the life of year 2?

ok, dun tok bout sch le... jus watch finish death note 2 from channel U. MY FAV MOVIE!!!! ALWAYS THE BEST!!! KIRA ROX!!! my mum oso watch it( for a short part). those who are L fans, sorry and forgive my mum ba. (but i agree her words too) at first, she said L are more shuai than KIRA. but after a while, she say the more she look at L, the more she feel L like a ghost. She oso agree KIRA IS MORE SHUAI.... haha... well, wat can i say.... KIRA ROX!!!

alrite, hav to go... hope first day of sch will be a plesant one... hehe... cya!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

This Dance Rox...

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KIRA...

BACK FROM PRE-CAMP

hey hey... i am back from pre camp... yay!!! haha... so i will update bout the camp...

well, the pre camp is fun... cos the group is good... FRONTIZO ROX!!! haha... so i confirm that the real camp will be more fun... haha... well, that is my first time being a GL and i am proud to be their GL. hope foc camp i can be a great house leader for Frontizo... haha... and well, this is the first time people say i am light which equal that i not fat... yay... gym visits are useful after all... :)

well, i never had a good slp there too... first day got a stop watch keep disturbing me by beeping all the way... 2nd day had a long tok aka night walk wit evangeline, jia feng and some new frenz until 6.30am den slp for 1 1/2 hr... but i still love this camp... yup...

i am still a bit tired now... even though i started slping from 5 pm to 8 am ytd. and i got a nap today somemore for 3 hrs... haha... i break my slping record... but i need energy for meetings of hms, sag or even naps thingy... and sch is starting soon... so mus slp more.... haha...

well, i hav to go now... looking forward to hms foc camp 08... i wan to know more juniors... yay!!! cya...

signing off...
KIRA...