FUN!! FUN!!! FUN!!!

yo, now 5pm, i am at zhihui house doing translation now... argh, ma fan... i hate homework...bleah... i now so tired sia, cos yesterday was too fun...

yesterday went to cineleisure wit yijun for kbox... haha... we hav lots of fun there, we sang alot of duets there and wow, her singing is nice and her 音超高的。haha!!! after that,we went to watch "I am Legend". Will Smith acted damn well sia,OMG!!! another guy who can act 独角戏 sia. this movie is from a novel,but i forget wat is the name.I love this movie!! after that, yijun and me went to take neoprints..haha,very long never take neoprints le.btw,i hope i gave yijun a memorable belated birthday...

after that, went to bugis for sag gathering... we went to eat steamboat... wah... but there no bbq de, so sad... but still ok la... hav fun more important... den we went to take photos at bugis junction before going back home...

now i broke liao... haha... who wan to donate money to me... hehe... joking la... cya...

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KIRA...

UPDATES!!!

yo... very long never update liao... haha... ok... where shd i start from... ok... i start from sat ba...

ok saturday... i shd say i abit unlucky... i actually wan to do siong lim temple at toa payoh.. but when i went to toa payoh, i lost my way and i cannot find the place. so i gave up and changed my mind. i decided to do NLB as is easy to find and near to raffles hotel. so i went NLB to take photos and surprisingly, i saw menglan,sihan,yuanyuan and wanping. Geez... yuanyuan dye her hair to red sia... omg... more and more of my classmates dyeing hair liao sia... haha... so went to eat dinner wit them... den when to raffles hotel... OMG, is damn high class there sia... so i behave high class there too..haha... btw, the drama 第一次亲密接触 is damn nice sia. i love the lights and zhou chong qing act very well... u all shd watch sia...

ok monday... is christmas eve... haha... xt they all are siao de... they actually go sch and do hw on that day... OMG!!! they are so nerdy sia... haha... i went to meet them for dinner... after that, me, hy , wx and ys went town for christmas... i went to buy spray and spray them... haha... it was fun... but the sad thing is santa claus went to take ys hp from him instead of giving... so sad...

for today... i hav bbq wit my family and relatives.the food is nice... haha... but i mainly keep drinking beer la... haha... but i dun hav christmas gift sia... anyone wan to giv me one...haha....

ok... that all folks... btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! and to yijun aka mrs pig aka da pai jun aka xiangsao aka dongsao, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

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KIRA...

I hav FUN!!!

yo... come back to update again... since now holiday, got lots of time liao... haha...

today went out wit my SAG frenz to play pool... argh, i today damn suay la... 4 times lose to peiling... and 2 matches she won by luck de lor... PEI LING, i will win u back de... haha... BAO ZHEN, u oso... i will win u back too... but nvm, at least i win yee teng... haha... although i won by luck...

after playing pool, i went to meet yijun at somerset mrt station to watch the warlords together at cineleisure...we went hong kong restarant to eat our dinner first... the food there not bad sia... argh,and den i today very paiseh leh... i took out the old golden village tickets instead of cathay tickets leh when going in... den i was so embarassed la...OMG!!! but the warlords is a very good movie... u all shd watch it sia... HY,XT and WX will become nuts ba if they watch this movie... cos got one part is jing ju... haha... i love how the director present the movie and i love the war scenes... ban zhang cannot watch cos is quite bloody... haha...

i had fun today... enjoy going out wit them... next time lets go out together again ba... haha...

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KIRA...

生活在感恩的世界

今天，我妈带回一些有意义巨资的海报。这是其中一张，让我非常有感触。

感激斥责我的人，因为你助长了我的定慧
感激绊倒我的人，因为你强化了我的能力
感激遗弃我的人，因为你教导了我应自立
感激鞭打我的人，因为你消除了我的业障
感激欺骗我的人，因为你增进了我的见识
感激伤害我的人，因为你磨练了我的心志

这些话，我也想对这些人说。感激！！！

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KIRA...

UNLUCKY DAY!!!

ok... today is really my unlucky day... firstly, dun noe who decide the time and forget to tell me at all... if i never msg one of them, am i gonna get the blame from they all... 1pm meet and i 12.30pm den got to know the time... WTF!!! if there isn't any drama show that really need to watch for proj, i will jus dun care them and stay at home....

secondly, as i hav to rush to city hall, i hav to spend money to take cab... that cab driver f*** like hell la... drive so slow nvm, he kept choosing the lane that cars dun move at all, keep eating my money... and plus traffic jam... i hav to stop at nearest mrt station instead of city hall to save my money and faster reach the place... bash that F*** driver...

Thirdly, when i reach the place, nobody apologised to me that they never told me the time to meet... is like wth la... pang seh me den never apologized... wan to put the blame on me is it... forget it, i hav always forgiving all the time, this time no exception too... haiz...

Lastly, i forget there is xiaozhu event just at marina square... ARGH!!!! i was jus at suntec when the event starts... sad... or i can see him again....

ok, tok bout that drama shw... that show is nice... but i jus feel however we intervene, we jus can't solve the prob... i jus feel that if that guy who is being suspected as a terrorist, jus prove that he is not... at least the situation will be much much better than having quarrels bout wat racist or wat which make the things worse... i know it will be unfair to him but someone shd jus make a sacrifice... the world is unfair by itself... isn't it true...

ok,i hav to go... next time update again ba...

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KIRA...

XIAO ZHU Autograph session

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... Xiao Zhu autograph... haha... After a long torturous wait, finally i got his signature.... YAY!!!

Xiao Zhu autograph was at Junction 8... OMG!!! The order there sucks man... so many people cut queue... from starting to go in to the open plaza till getting xiaozhu signature... everybody keeps cutting queue... make me wait so long... some of the people are just keep blocking people... dun move at all... want to scold them sia... haiz, finally know why people go queue so early for...

ok, seeing xiaozhu will jus make me forget my pain for a while... he sang 一枝独秀，我不会唱歌。he oso played games with 3 lucky fans who won special privilage from fm 933 but singing wit them 败给你 one by one... he oso say some cold jokes for us during autograph session... he so caring towards his fans...

ok,i m tired... upload other photos next time... haha...

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KIRA...

UPDATES!!! UPDATES!!!

Woohoo... very long never update le... haha... okok... so let's start updating...

Ok... i went to help my chs seniors,yan min,jun jie etc(they from other lecture in case u all blur blur)for their video production yesterday and today as a talent... that why i can't go watch with my classmates yesterday... but it was fun... At first, i had a lot of NGs,13 NGs!!!! haha... cos once i see my partner's face, i jus wan to laugh... but slowly we did very well... haha... i got 2 gal partners sia..one for scene 3 and one for scene 1 and 2...if i not wrong, the partner's name for scene 3 is shu something(4get is ying or yun)and scene 1 and 2 is Joyce... haha... i dun hav a gd memory of name... Joyce has a nice smile sia... she sure has a lot of admirers ba... haha...

ok, i act as a very bad guy wit an evil grin always at the end of the scene... haha... is very tough to act as a bad guy sia... cos i am too guai le... haha... but acting is not easy... those work as artise de, i noe your pain le... haha...

ok, i haven study socpsy yet... going to study later... or maybe dun even wan to study... since no more SAG le... can spend lots of time to study... haha... ok... update finish le...hehe...

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恶魔在身边

累了，终于累了。我怎么了？曾经不爱睡午觉的我，现在看到了沙发，就犹如僵尸看到了他的宝贝棺材一样，一躺不起。是被击垮了吗？那么，是哪一位恶魔如此阴险、强大，让我陷入如此大的困境。

是学业吗？或许吧。自小学到中学时期，学业从来不是一个问题。但自从来到了理工学院，进入了中文系，我突然感觉到我无法再像从前一样了，潇洒自如了。现在的我，心里面只有读书，就是读书。连我热爱的篮球，都已被学业所代替了。

是友谊吗？没错，最近的我正陷入友谊的困境。现在的我们在冷战当中。虽然有好几次想要开口认输，但天蝎座的性格常常阻止了我。我们是不是该停战了，毕竟我们冷战的原因根本是非常无谓的事情。

是课外活动吗？演出快要来临了。虽然不是主角，但我还是非常重视，想要尽心尽力地演好这个角色。不仅如此，我也非常担心票房也无法达到如期的目标，害怕当天的观众，都是偷偷跑出来的“好兄弟”呢。

不管那恶魔是谁，我一定得把它打败。但它的战斗力指数实在高，想打败它真的得花上一门功夫。但
真的是他们三个候选魔在作祟吗？还是是另有其魔呢？

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MY SAG PERFORMANCE!!! MUS COME SUPPORT HOR!!!

Yo... finally hav this poster liao... haha... MY SAG PERFORMANCE!!! I will be acting as 赵铁生 。A person who loves to brag( other characteristics u mus see out by yourself during performance)... LAO SHI say this character is specially for me... haha... but i dun brag at all la... i ony hav the looks of it ok?? haha...

MUS BUY HOR!!! Tell me how many tickets u wan and wat date u wan to watch so tat i can book for u... tell me on "comments", not tagboard pls... so tat i hav a permernant record... thx...

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《我想握你的手》

《我想握你的手》
“握你的手像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手都为了再握手
但这一次是为了放手”
每当听到光良所唱的这一首《握你的手》，我的眼泪也就不由自主地流了下来。你的手，已经变得遥不可及。我的心，却一直在痴心妄想地想在握一次。但我知道，这已经是个不可能的事了。
每一次和你在一起的时光，你总是给我无限温暖。不管我再怎么任性，你也每次包容我。你就像上帝送给我的守护天使一样，体贴、无私奉献。但我却从来没有好好对待你。我不但对你出言不逊，还甚至对你拳打脚踢。回想起来，我真的很后悔为何会对你做出这样禽兽般的行为。我应该对你好的。
七月二十五日晴，也就我与你的最后一面。那天你来找我，说你想和我吃午餐。但当时的我却因为要赶功课，拒绝了你。你的眼睛，带着无奈与伤痛的眼神望着我，似乎想告诉我这其实是我与你的最后一餐了。但愚蠢的我，却丝毫没察觉到你的暗示。心碎的你，也只好在临走前握着我的手，对我说要好好加油、保重，然后挥手含泪而去。
我因你而感动了，也为你而心痛了。感动，因为你在我无情地拒绝你后，还是无怨地给我支持。心痛，因为我竟然能这样无情，让你这样带着遗憾离我而去。记得我每次与你挥手告别时，我都会理所当然地觉得你一定不会离我而去的，任何时刻都能握你的手。没想到，那一次与你挥手告别，竟然是要我放开你的手，让你离我而去的时候了。
十年已过去了，自从上帝从我这里把你带回他的世界后，我无时无刻都在想着你。外公，你知道我对你的思念吗？你还记得我吗？我是伟健，我爱你。若时间能倒流，我一定会好好对待你，珍惜能与你握手的时光。若上帝给我一个愿望，我一定会想要再握你的手，而再也不会放手了。可是，机会已过去，不会回来了。

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世界末日

若世界末日真的来临了，你的第一个反应会是什么？是伤痛吗，因为你快要死了。是无奈吗，因为死亡总有一天是会降临的，只是未免也太早死了吧。我嘛，若我知道的话，我或许会有这两个反应吧，哈哈。但那最后一天，我一定会尽量完成我所有的遗憾。

在那二十四小时里，我应该会跑去我正在暗恋的人说一声我爱你，不管是否会成功，因为只剩下那段时间了。然后，我会拉着她陪我到处游山玩水，享受最后时光。（我好像很野蛮，没问她就拉她陪我。哈哈！！）到了黄昏，我会对她说我的真心话，然后随着播放的音乐如周杰伦的世界末日和张智成的末日之恋和她挑一段舞。到了晚上，世界快要毁灭时，我会静静地抱着她，或音乐也播着信乐团的世界末日吧。毕竟无法同年同月同日生，也能同年同月同日死，而且也能在同个地方，多“梦幻”啊。

但我相信世界末日还没这么快到吧。但我还是要关心世界、环境，否着世界末日就真的要降临了。

p.s: xiangsao aka da pai jun aka dongsao aka mrs pig aka yijun, this time never qian u le ar.... haha...

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KIRA...

So accurate... HAHA!!!

Lets101 Quizzes - Myspace Quiz

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11月的KIRA

haha... 11月的KIRA come update his bloggy liao... haha... ok, i am bhb... kana influenced by the da pai de... whaha...

haha, finally can relax for a few days le... No more assignments for me for this week... but i think after a few days hav to start busying again... haiz... got another socpsy grp work assignment again... mus do well for it... i really expect quite a lot for this module, hope can get a B+ at least ba... and oso got next fri stupid horoscope to do liao...although is stupid, but i know that is compulsory cos translation need practise de ma... haiz... i think introduction to drama and theatre oso going to hav assignment liao... argh!!! mus do script... die!!! i dun tink i can do well for chinese cultural sia... i expect myself to do well initially but after the presentation,i think i do my grp harm sia... haiz... i oso not gd in writing report...die la!!! The worse is written communication... i hav a feeling that HH dun really like me sia... last time the work she like tell me to hide it away sia... haiz... again like pop culture hav to depend on grp work to improve my marks which i hate it... it makes me feel like i need them to do well for this module... without them will die like that...very sad de sia...

wah lao eh, i aim for gpa to break 3 de leh... or even better... but according to this rate, it looks impossible sia... ARGH!!!

forget it, btw i bought xiaozhu's album le... haven finish listening yet... but i like 一枝独秀。damn nice... haha... i hope i can be like him in anything oso, 一枝独秀!!! HAHA!!!

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KIRA...

THX FOR EVERYBODY BLESSINGS!!!

ok ok... i think this post come a bit too late but cos got alot of belated birthday blessings mah... so now den i come out this post, u see...

OK... Firstly, i wan to thx my GRSS 4e3 best frenz, Yong Wei and Shirley... Thx that u did not forget my b'dae and willing to spend lots of money to buy presents,cake,champagne and red wine for me even though u all are bit penniless in the end... Is a great time that day in kbox session... Thx shirley's biao mei for willing to join us too...

Secondly, i wan to thx MY CHS CLASS TO2... YAY!!! I am really touched by u all... Thx for all the cakes(i received 3 cakes from u all...(yy,gc and class de))and presents and especially the surprise u all gave me... my tears almost coming out when u all sing the birthday song for me... really thx a million...

Thirdly, i wan to thx SAG especially Yee Teng... I really felt the warmth this family gave to me... and thx yee teng for giving me a surprise... she is really a gd senior sia... I never regret joining this cca...

Forth,I wan to thx Annabel, Cheng Yao, Jessica and Shuang Ying... They planned to giv me a surprise after my SAG practice at cheers... but yet i ruined it cos i left wit my father car... make them wait for so long... Very nei jiu... but i really appreciate their efforts and their cake... although i dun even had a chance to peek at it... i take it that they help me eat the cake...so mus thx them...(cos that i eat cake eat until i almost puke)(try eat cake from morning till night)haha!!!

LASTLY, all those who send me msg to bless me... Thx a million sia... even if is a belated blessings... i am still touched by u all...

In conclusion, thx a lot... I LOVE U ALL!!!( wanted to giv u all birthday kiss but scared u all puke ar) THANKS A MILLION!!!!

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KIRA...

答案揭晓

过了三天了，你们心里已有了答案了吧？现在有让我来揭晓吧。

你们是不是猜海洋呢？海洋是很大，看似无边无际。但其实它只是是个圆圈，跟着地球走。而且，海洋不是风平浪静就是波涛汹涌，根本是可以预测的。

还是你们猜的是天空？但我觉得天空和海洋一样。虽说天有不测风云，但其实也常出现晴、雨、雷、电，是可以预料的。

让我告诉你们答案吧！！！ 其实答案就是人心。所谓人心难测，而且，人心可以说是永无止境的，无法控制的。你说他有多大，多难预测吧。。。

世界最大和最无法预料的东西

嘿，想问你们什么东西是世界上最大的呢？什么东西是最无法预料的呢？给你们三天时间慢慢想吧…… 我会在三天后答复你们的。

p.s 三天后是我的生日哦！！！ 哈哈！！！

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爱与恨

曾听过五月天的《为爱而生》。这首歌的某一部分的歌词是这样的：

“只因我为爱而生
只因为我为爱而生
我来到这个世界
这个人生为你而生存
只因我为爱而生
只因为我为爱而生
就让我越爱越疯
越陷越深越执著的灵魂”

不管是哪一个宗教，很多人都会同意这首歌的歌词吧！神以他的爱创造我们。我们也在人生中从小就开始爱人。小时是父母，然后是爱人，最后是孩子。当人精神崩溃，想要自杀，最后关头还是因为爱所以就放弃这个念头。

既然我们是为爱而生，那我们也是不是因恨而死。为何我这样说呢？想想看吧，因自杀而死的人岂不是因为恨死自己所以才自杀，或想成为厉鬼去找人寻仇的吗？世界为何会有恐怖分子的出现？因为这些恐怖分子恨了某一国，所以找办法向毁掉这些国家，因此害死了无数的无辜百姓。你说这些无辜的百姓是不是因为这些恐怖分子的恨而死的？

爱与恨，如天使与恶魔、天堂与地狱。希望我们都会因爱而生或死，而不是恨吧！！

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我的完美女孩

活了十七年的人生中，碰过无数种类的女孩，美的、苗条的、人格好的等等。但她们都比不上我眼中这位缺点不胜枚举的完美女孩。她就是我现在所暗恋的人，xx。
xx是我班上的一位女同学。她样子普通，黑长发，常把头发绑成马尾，严格来说不是一个典型的美女。甚至可以说是，若与她在街上擦肩而过，你会看见她，但却不见得会留下印象的那种。我们的关系非常要好，彼此性格都了解的一清二除，谈话也无所不谈，简直可以说是世界上一对最好的朋友了。
xx的缺点非常多，多到用手指和脚趾都数不完。起初对她的印象几乎完全反面的，吃东西是每次狼吞虎咽，说话不经过大脑，行为动作像男生般粗鲁，当时的我还感叹为何会这么苦命，既然会结交到这种朋友。
经过几个月的接触，我逐渐接受了她的缺点，甚至还已经把她的缺点转化为她的优点了。她狼吞虎咽的样子对我来说十分可爱、所说出伤人的话对我来说已成为动听的音乐、粗鲁的动作行为已成为姿势优美的舞蹈了。我发现我既然喜欢上她了。
现在的我不敢对她表示我的爱意，因为我不想破坏与她之间好不容易的友情，但我又不想拥有遗憾。xx，我的完美女孩。若无法变成情人，我还是希望我们能成为好朋友。我能遇见xx，已经是个不可思议的奇迹了。

p.s: 一切属于虚构，所以别想太多。我还是属于空窗期的。哈哈。

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蓝天

望着无边无际的蓝天，就犹如在看着我的寂寞，无边无际。谁会了解我的寂寞？每一个人只看到我活泼好动的一面，但我的心事谁人知呢？现在的我多希望犹如蓝天有着白云的陪伴，找到我的知心人，能够和她分享我的喜和悲。

天有不测风云，到来的不是蓝天所期望的白云，反而是来了蓝天的克星，乌云。天顿时变灰了，下雨了。乌云的到来就好像一群幸灾乐祸的恶魔而滔滔不绝的雨滴成为了恶魔的嘲笑声，嘲笑我的无奈，悲伤。忍无可忍的我，跑进雨里，大肆狂喊一番，想要把这些恶魔给赶走。但这些恶魔不但还死缠烂打不走，反而笑得更大声，仿佛笑着我的愚蠢。

但我知道这些恶魔迟早会被如天仙般一样美丽的彩虹给赶走。不仅如此，天仙还会带着白云，陪着寂寞的蓝天，让蓝天有个伴，不再孤独了。我的天仙几时才会出现，指引我找寻着能陪伴我一生的白云呢？

心

想一想，心可以比喻为什么呢？对我来说，我会把心比喻为一场魔术。那是因为心说变就变，连自己都会感觉到惊奇万分，不知自己的心几时开始施展魔术的。

心变容易心定难。为何我们的心会这么变幻莫测呢？是我们喜新厌旧，还是我们定义力弱？或许吧。毕竟谁不会喜欢新的东西呢？（当然不是指换男女朋友）这场魔术里，我们就像魔术师，让自己快乐。可是，这场魔术在让自己高兴的同时，它也会让别人尝到痛苦，也就是所谓的“快乐是建立别人的痛苦上”。

为何我会有这种想法呢？最好的例子就在平常的男女之间的关系里。当其中一方变了心，和另一个男人或女人在一起，另外一方就会感到被自己所爱的人所背叛，因此伤心欲绝。另外一个例子，曾经红到爆的F4本来被非常许多的少女们为之疯狂的，但若现在问曾经是F4的歌迷的话，大多数都会说F4过气了吧，飞轮海才是帅的或者棒棒糖很可爱之类的话。这就是娱乐圈艺人所最害怕的魔术吧。

怕归怕，但我们又能怎样呢，这场魔术不知几时会发生我们身上，也不知我们几时会成为这场魔术的魔术师。

p.s: someone keep saying i never update... so i hav to force myself to think and write an essay... dun say i never update le ar...

signing off...
KIRA

BACK TO SCHOOL!!!

Yo... very long never update liao.... haha... quite busy these days( or shd i say lazy)haha...

back to sch for the new semester for bout one week le... A lot of people have changed...( i mean the outer appearance)... they have become more beautiful le... Maybe some of them have tasted the sweet of love... haha... but in this one week, a problem had arised...

The stupid grouping thingy!!! If it was like last semester chinese lit presentation like that, nobody will worry bout anyone... and that time i oso enjoy working wit menglan, sihan and cheryl(even though cheryl always absent,but she did lots of works la)... but now, cos we knew each other liao, we have known who to trust, that why this prob arised... i hoped this prob will be solved in a way that everybody will be happy ba...

Now, another prob...(not sch de liao) i dun noe why he can be so stupid... those internet casinos are obviously cheat people money one, yet he still play... now lose money liao, have to pay $500... i dun noe why he dun noe how to think de leh... now his mother so sick liao still like that, den oso make his gf worry like siao... cos of him now i hav to starve for this week, cos lend him $50... i was angry, but cannot see him die la, since his family got lots of prob liao... haiz, hope he learnt his lesson ba....

Now, prepare for another new week... My starving week...LOL... hope everything will be fine ba... KIRA,JIA YOU!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

Back from HMS camp

yo!!! I am back!!! back from HMS camp yesterday... but i was too tired... so now den i update... haha... paiseh sia...

HMS camp is not bad la... but there are still lots of rooms for improvement. next year will be better ba... cos next yr will be us who will be in charge of the camp.... haha!!! jus joking...

I was in grp 1,Lee Kwan Yo grp!!! haha... had very good GLs and CGLs la who were jess, bel and mingxiu...and grp members such as huiyuan, evangeline, zarra, ana, nicole and fish...we were the best la... haha... get to know lots of frenz too...

but i got a cold during the camp and it became worse when i reached home... oh well, is always like that de la... cos i was too high during the camp and thus lack of energy to resist the disease... i oso lost my voice now... haha...

i had the longest slping hours in my whole life after the camp... 17 HOURS!!! OMG!!! even npsu camp oso never make me that tired... i think that time i was too high le la... can say i siao de... haha...

watch resident evil:extinction today... is a good movie to watch... but the cinema auntie is so stupid... still wan to check ic when my appearance was so obviously look like over a 16 yrs old kid la... so insulted... haiz...

signing off...
KIRA...

One more chance

Whenever I look at the sky
you will just come into my mind
Your smile is ever so sweet
making me want to hold you tight

Whenever i look at your eyes
is as though an angel is by my side
I just want to be with you
Will you give me just one more chance?

You,is everything i need
Is you who let me see
what is love all about which make people so crazy

Oh You, I want to be with you
I promise I'll be true to you
Will you willing to love me too?

Whenever I saw u cry
my tears will also be on my eyes
You say that you're all right
But I know that is just a lie

Whenever u need someone to lie
My shoulder will always be by your side
I just want to protect you
Will you give me just one more chance?

You,is everything i need
Is you who let me see
what is love all about which make people so crazy

Oh You, I want to be with you
I promise I'll be true to you
Will you willing to love me too?(x2)
I just want to be with you

-End-

This is my first time writing an english song... Hope you will give me some comments where can i improve on? Thx...

signing off...
KIRA...

第五种写法

五年前的我不知道有你存在着这世界
五年后的我不知道以后还能看着你的存在
现在的我只知道要与你珍惜每一分每一秒的时光
但愚蠢的我却不知如何做起
害羞的我不敢和你说话
懦弱的我不敢接近你
无助的我不知所措
倒霉的我或许没有桃花运吧
天真的我只要你快乐
快乐的我就会手舞足蹈了。

只想对你说：你快乐，我就快乐。你伤心，我就伤心。喜欢你的我愿意为你分享快乐，分担忧愁，要让你做个快乐的女孩。：）

signing off...
KIRA...

心情 cum APOLOGY!!!

我想我的天蝎座的毒性快要发作了。不知道为什么,有可能我根本很难去改掉吧。或许，我要快点放下吧。否则这毒性一发作，谁都无法阻止得了吧？或许我以另一个身份来看待的话，这毒性就会消失了吧。哈哈！！！不用担心我，我能屈能伸，我自己一定能解决的，所以放心吧！！！is jus a small case!!! haha!!!

OK!!! here just to say sorry to all of u!!! cos i lost all your hp no. le... Although i managed to recover most of you all hp no., but i still lost some of others' contacts. i hav notified those who i hav recovered back your hp no.. but if i never notified u all, means that i really lost your hp no. and could not recover back... pls notify me if u did not get my new hp no. tell me on my tagboard on this bloggy!!! thx...

signing off...
KIRA...

因祸得福

Today is one of my unluckiest day of all... In the morning,my mun suddenly woke me up, told me that my handphone went for a swim in the washing machine... I was stunned... ARGH!!! not ony that, when i took my wallet, i found out my POSB atm card was oso lost... ARGH!!! i almost fainted...

No choice, hav to buy a new phone... since my parents said that they wanted to buy me a HP for my birthday present, so i told them to buy for me first... haha... wat can i say??

We went west mall to buy new handphone... Nokia 6500 got offer... yay!!! open a new line and jus pay $98(not including other charges)... wow!!! so i bought it... today oso got a new mp3, cos that shop giv me a lousy one... so i change wit him...haha...

So wat can i say?? am i unlucky or lucky? But my Atm card prob haven solved yet... haiz... hav to go bank tomorrow...

Signing off..
KIRA

第四种写法

只要看到你的眼
会犹如一道曙光在我眼前
我一步一步走向着曙光
爱神之箭突然射到我心上
你不知不觉变成我的理想对象

我每天在家都在“haiz”
爱你在心口难开
沉静想你笑说“hi”
只会温柔说“goodnight”
会让我每天乐开怀



p.s： paiseh...我不知道为什么我会想到要写这么烂的东西。请你原谅！！！因为我一边忍着我的肚子痛，一边写出来的，所以有失水准。hehe...下次会改进的。

signing off...
KIRA

BET ON IT!!!

BET ON IT!!! IS DAMN NICE!!!

One of my fav songs

is an old song... but i like the lyrics... very meaningful... haha... present to all of u!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

KIRA HERE!!!

yo!!! someone complain i never update my blog... so i come update lor... haha...

yesterday went to east coast park wit wee wee, banzhang, zhi hui, guanci and xueting to celebrate guanci and xueting birthday... haha, hav a great day there sia... especially can cycle... but cycling too fast liao, immediately legs become jelly after got down from bike... haha... den we ate dinner... very funny la huiyuan... order wat, dun hav wat... make the auntie so pek cek...

today went watch UNDERDOG wit cousin... oh man!!! is a nice movie sia... dogs can fly... dun noe next time will be a pig(xueting)that fly?? haha...

signing off...
KIRA...

p.s. hey xueting, jus joking ony ar... dun angry ar...

第三种写法

“一定是我不够好所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯和海角躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好”

曾期望有朝一日能和你在一起
但期望越大，失望也越重
每当看你和别的男生很要好
心也开始感到不自在
但我没权力阻止这一切

渐渐地，自信心失去了
也开始想很了
或许我不是个有耐心的人
得不到答案
因此猜想你是不是不敢对我说那狠心的话吧
所以开始了放弃的念头

听说你心情不好
我很痛心
是因为我吗？
对不起
我其实不想放弃的
或许是我不够坚定
给我时间好吗？
给我时间平静起来

等我
请你等我好吗？
我一定会找机会证明
我是真的真得很爱你
希望你给我一点时间
最后真的想对你说
对不起x???(永无止境）
对你的承诺，我会继续的！！！

signing off...
KIRA

该放弃了吗？

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

很熟悉吧？这段歌词是从陈小春的《我爱的人》拿出的。每当听到这首歌，心里就会感到无比的难受。是心理作祟吗？我不知道。有可能，这段歌词刚好说出我的心声吧。

今天，我陪我的学姐到学校附近买药，因为她胃还很不舒服，反正回家也没事情做，所以便陪着她。然后，便和她搭一样的巴士回家。在回家的途中，不知不觉中聊起了这件事。她从SAG的朋友们听说这件事的。她非常特别。因为她是第一个劝我放弃的人，叫我别为一棵树木，放弃整片森林。她有她的见解，一一说给我听。其实，我开始有这个念头了。因为追逐一个其实很简单的答案，已经牺牲了很多时间。

我是不是该安静的走开
还是该勇敢留下来
我也不知道那麽多无奈
可不可以都重来

是该放弃了吗？我很想知道她听到这消息，她的反应会如何。是开心吗？因为我不会再给她烦恼了吧。我答应她的东西，我还是会继续做下去。但过后，我应该会知道我的选择是如何了吧。

signing off,
KIRA...

NICE SONG!!!

MUST LISTEN!!! IS A SWEET SONG!!!

MY TARROT CARD

You are The Chariot
Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles.

The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

sorry for the inconvenience....

pai seh pai seh... post it on the wrong blog... i hav delete it... so no need to go there see liao... not meant to spread to there de... and that is a lousy post btw... so forget bout that post ba... sorry sorry....

signing off,
KIRA

p.s if u all dun noe anything, den no need to find out anyway... is over le... :)

第二种写法

不管我们以后会不会在一起，
不管这到底是不是命中注定，
不管我们的缘分会不会延续，
我只想把我的真心话说给你听。


“我喜欢你，只会爱你！！”

signing off
KIRA...

KIRA HERE!!!

ok... today normal update ony... wan special,pls wait... haha...

i finally bought soundtrack successfully... yay... saw it at LOT 1 yesterday, dun miss the chance so i bought it... haha... yesterday spend a lot of money sia, cos hav to buy presents for 2 birthday gals... haiz, too bad la... who tell me to be a gd guy leh, wat to do?? haha... i oso bought a new pair of slippers cos old slippers not nice liao... haha...

i almost unable to book badminton court yesterday... lucky me... or we hav to find other places to play liao... haha... zhi hui they all will kill me ba if i fail to book... haha... i so long never play badminton le... confirm kana thrashed by them ba... haha...

i am losing my patience towards my sis's laptop... cos i unable to watch 终极一家... sianz... that why i hate toshiba laptop... dur.... =.=""

signing off
KIRA

第一种写法

只（芷）想爱你
会（慧）很想你
我会用心
爱到心里
你是唯一

hey, is jus warm up... more to come...


signing off
KIRA

SAG OVER!!!

SAG finally over!!! yay!!! pai seh for the late updates cos ytd too tired liao... haha...

phew... got alot of praise by others... i am so relieved... but not very satisfied by my performance... got alot of stumbling during performance.... i feel that i can did better than that... haha... btw is over le... waiting for next performance liao... haha...

today went to make my hair... i damn satisfied wit my hair... although the process is bored and long... but is worth it la... waiting for this day to make my hair u know... cos got sag... that why never go dye or cut hair... and another gd news, my dad won 4D 2nd prize... yay... can get money liao... yesh!!!

tomorrow going to sentosa wit sag members... hope will hav a great time... yeah!!!

signing off
KIRA

JOB DONE!!!

yay... the mc thingy is finally over.... i damn happy wit my performance today... i am not nervous at all.... all my hard work has paid off.... thx god!!! haha....

although there are some parts i am not satisfied of such as the guo hua thingy cos of the stupid teacher chen.wm(dun wan to type his name at all) the plan all fail becos of him... make the programme so cold(leng)... so sad... but i still giv myself 80/100...

i love my joke performance man... i acted 惊惊 and it was a success... yes... the audience really giv me face... love them man... even mrs choo and lecturers all praise me of this performance... giv myself 98/100... haha...

oh yeah...class item.... vivian said my singing improved alot... yeah!!! but is still not my cup of tea... so 78/100 can le... haha...

now ony left sag thingy... omg... my drama is like acting a gay flim... argh!!! jus hoped faster end this sag thingy ba... JIA YOU!!!

opps... forget to say one thingy... i successfully bid nan nan thingy in the auction... yeah!!! it cost 33 dollars sia... but is worth it la... cos can use it for future projects... haha...

signing off
KIRA

GOTＡJOB!!!

Today is Teachers' day!!! Yeah!!! went back to see my favourite and also hated most teachers... haha... went to tok to them, but got a sad news... Mdm Ho is unwell and had an operation jus few days ago... haiz... i wan to tok to her sia... really grateful to her, cos my english can make it is becos of her de.. pray that she will get well soon... and oso my one of my fav teacher, mr soo, is retiring... ooo... my junior will hav a hard time without him... haha...

BTW, I GOT A JOB!!! working as a waiter in Raffles Town Club( is near nanyang girls, not at raffles place) kana pulled by gabby, yi xiang they all... haha... after sag still need to work... no rest after all... haha...

hope is fun during work... jia you!!!

signing off
KIRA

Topic: 暗恋

我喜欢你

我看到一对漂亮的眼睛
她眼睛好像对我笑眯眯
不知不觉已对她动了心
想要和她永远在一起

我真的很想说声我爱你
可惜我还是无法有勇气
但是我真的有点不甘心
为什么我会这样逊

我喜欢你 我真的喜欢你
你美丽的眼睛 已偷走了我的心
看你伤心 我也会很痛心
因为我的心只属于世界唯一的你

我喜欢你 我非常喜欢你
我不想要放弃 放弃让你离去
若能听见 你对我说[我爱你]
就像看见爱情神箭在我心里

P.s: zhihui and me too sianz again... so today use this topic:暗恋 to write out a song... haha... mine a little bit 差 la... so pai seh la.... haha...

KIRA!!!!

I think i am nuts le... i got sag performance coming up yet i still go to be M.C for mid autumn festival... haiz... gonna be busy at this moment.... dieded liao still hav to die.... sad.... sobz....

i hope it will be fun to be M.C.... cos never been one.... my job is to get atmosphere rite... so help me guys and gals.... be high that day.... dun make me paiseh....

i got this job yesterday.... wei ting called me and asked wan to be M.C.... see she need help so i say ok la... btw got cca points wat... i will be partnering wit banzhang and a gal from TO1( forget her name) haha.... hope is will be a happy experience,,,,

SAG practice is coming again... still haven memorise lines yet... Peter going to scold me liao.... ARGH!!! going out tomorrow... play pool wit ziying.... hope can win her until siao... haha... just kidding...

signing off...
KIRA

I am bored now...

hey hey... updating my blog again... today is such a boring day...nothing to do sia... ony can slack sian... haiz...

CHINESE LITERATURE EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!! YEAH!!! Hope can get gd results sia... i studied so hard sia... after exam, i kept drinking beer sia... at Kbox drink a little bit wit wan ping they all, den at home drink a lot wit my elder sis and her frenz, made me so dead at the next day... haha...

yesterday, me, zhihui,guanci,huiyuan,weexiang,waifoong and xueting went to vivo city to watch danny yeo's new book fa bu hui... was quite ok la... i not used to watch this type of programme so i kept yawning... haha... after that we went to plaza singapura to meet shuang ying to watch bu neng shuo de mi mi. i watched second time and finally got to understand the ending... i was so stupid la... haha... den after that we went to city hall as wee xiang say got fireworks... but when we reached there, the fireworks were over le... SIANZ... den we went starbucks and slack before we went home....

It was fun la... now really looking forward to the chalet... but 29/8 got SAG practice... sianz... hope that day practice can cancel diao... haha...

signing off...
KIRA

ONE DAY BEFORE BATTLE!!!

Yo, yo... update my bloggy!!! haha!! Jus come back from my pool session wit yong wei... haha... if u all know, confirm scold me, "wan to die ar, exam still go play pool!!!" haha

i today got go study ok??? today yong wei and i went jurong east library to study... dun noe why he call me instead of his classmates but i still go... it was a fruitful trip as i found a book that tells all the characteristics of cao cao, zhuge liang and guan yu... wah!!! then i today study finish all the chi lit thingy but i dun think i can still remember.... haiz... i dun hav a gd brain as u see... haha..

Wish u all gd luck in your exams!!! YEAH!!! WIN THE BATTLE!!!

DeAth WEek

OMG!!! left 3 more days to chi lit exam... going to die le la... still got a lot i still dun noe... WHO CAN SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL???

A lot of people thought i can do well becos of san guo yan yi... Nah!!! i may not do well... i dun noe wat is nan nan's complete ans.... i ony know wat the story about... so dun think well of me... i am a lazy person kays...

Today study wit zhi hui, xue ting, guan ci and waifoong at downtown east mac... OMG!!! see they all so hardworking, i am so stressed... ARGH!!! and i went arcade to relax secretly while they studied so hard... they confirm get A+ le la... i get a B, i will be satisfied... haha...

I am gonna to be dead soon... PLS faster come ba, friday!!! let me complete the test once and for all so that i can relax... haha....

signing off...
KIRA

装傻，耍白痴，装聋作哑。。。是否可以治疗我的伤？

“我可以永远笑着扮演你的配角，在你的背后自己煎熬。” 从张宇的《趁早》拿起的。这歌词让我感触很深，因为是我每天在做的事。

装傻，耍白痴，装聋作哑，应该让你们以为你们在我背后所对我做的每一件事我都不知道吧。我早已知道已有人在我不知情的情况下恶意批评我。我真的好失望。幼稚的行为让一段友情破碎，好不值得。我做错了什么，告诉我啊！！！

感情世界，我常被拒之门外了。万世间情为何物，只叫人生死相许。这句子，好好听，容易理解，却选择不去理解。因为，天天被感情伤害的我，为何还要在挖苦自己呢？？但选择装傻，耍白痴，装聋作哑，可以就不会受伤了吗？？

我不了！！！

p.s 我和芷慧太无聊了。所以我们写以MSN nick 为题目。哈哈！！

THIS IS MY NEW BLOG!!! First Post!!!

Halo!!! This is my new blog!!! My First Post HERE!!! HAHA!!! I will try not to make it dead, but u all mus come and support kays??? Btw, Here is an announcement:

Stage Art Group presenting to all of you ……FIRST BLACKBOX PERFORMANCEDate: 8th sep 2007 (sat) Time: 7pmVenue: Ngee Ann Polytechnic Blk 73 #03-12 (music room, above canteen 1)Be prepared for a brand new theatre experience! There will be no stage, just the actors and you in a room. Due to space constraint, there are limited seats available, so if you are interested, please contact me as soon as possible.there will be two plays all together. about one hour only.Oh and it’s FREE ADMISSION! just come and enjoy!Pls come support me and wee xiang leh!!! we rehearse very hard le.... If u all wan to come, jus tell me kays??? We TO2 very loyal de rite??? So pls come leh... PLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUS SUPPORT ME KAYS!!! THANK YOU!!!