Back from Hospital

hey, i am back from hospital... having this weird feeling in my mouth now... damn sucks!!! can feel the thread... ARGH!!! and my lower part of my mouth is very numb... dun noe whether my nerves got being affected or not...

operation was an unforgettable experiece... but i dun like though... but take out 4 teeth in one go is like that de ba...

ok, let picture speak my mind instead... the last pic might be disgusting to u... but too bad, i jus wan to upload...haha...


Waiting on the bed 1

waiting on the bed 2

I am going in to the operation theatre soon 1...

I am going in to the operation theatre soon 2...

LALA!!! Final product!!! so bloody!!!

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KIRA...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! HAV FUN!!! :)
AND ALSO HAPPY B'DAE TO TAN YIJUN!!!
AND ALSO WISH MYSELF GD LUCK ON MY WISDOM TEETH OPERATION!!
JIA YOU!!!

葉问

昨天独自跑去看了《葉问》这部电影，看完后只能用一个字来形容。屌！这是我看过最屌的武打片了，也是甄子丹演得最好的一部电影。

武打片不应该单单在动作设计要屌，在情感上也应该要感动人。《葉问》达到了这个标准。里面的咏春拳真的让我看得十分过瘾，尤其是看甄子丹一次过对打10个日本人的情节。真的太帅了！OMG！！然后，在看到武痴林对弟弟默默的疼爱，直到死后弟弟才感受到的时候，我真的有想哭的冲动。我真的很庆幸选择看了这部片子，因为好的电影已经逐渐减少了。

我总觉得，不管是商业片或是艺术片，只要是内容好、感动人、最重要是能达到观众的共鸣，它就是一部好电影。



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KIRA

HOLIDAYS

yo, guys... haha... sorry for not updating my blog for a long time... Very busy nowadays as u see... haha...

Hav two tough "wars" on tues. one on mod lit, one on asian cinema... Luckily, my grp get A+ for mod lit... but asian cinema... haha, dun noe the results yet... hope can get gd grades too la...

anw, my holidays have arrived... But i still hav a lot of stupid assignments to do... sianz... i hate NP!!! I WAN TO HAV FUN!!! so if hav any outings can call me la...

i left 2 mths and 13 days to treasure things here before leaving for China... is a new adventure for me though... but i still dun noe is Zhejiang or Wuhan leh...
haiz... i leave it to fate ba... haha...

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KIRA...

想

想爱 不敢爱
想恨 没得恨
想笑 笑不了
想哭 哭不出
想走 不舍走
想留 不能留

真的很想……
命运似乎爱作弄人
总是在错误的时间
送你一份珍贵礼物
害你
想丢丢不出
想收收不住
可悲啊！

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KIRA...

BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGG..................

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.................... AFTER AN IDIOTIC E_LEARNING WK, I AM BACK TO THE IDIOTIC SCHOOL............ AND WAT THE LECTURERS GIVE US IMMEDIATELY??? ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!! CRAPPPPPPPPPP....

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KIRA...

《大卫必佳》

看了《大卫必佳》，我终于了解到其实“大”也未必有好处，“小”也有它美丽的优点。

从一开始的搞笑情节到后来的感人故事，都从来没有间断这部剧所想表达的意思。黄文鸿在演出不同角色的表现也非常出色，根本看不出原来这部剧是他的处女作。其他演员的演出也很好，尤其是演日本女郎/甲儿（若没记错）的那一位，我根本没察觉到原来饰演日本女郎和甲儿是同一个人。真的是太厉害了。但最让我映像深刻的是特别客串的江坚文。他男扮女装，然后加上他的搞笑功力，真的让我笑到肚子痛。

“大”真的未必佳。当我们还是小孩时，我们常盼望自己能快点长大成人。但长大后，我们才发现原来儿时的童真是更美丽的。

谁也不想生场大病吧？所以“大”真的未必好。

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KIRA...

RANDOMMMMM....

今天听了校园帮广播节目
yanzhi说在感情上我们得为自己着想

或许吧
那时候
她一定也是为自己着想

yanzhi有问听众们这是不是自私
虽然我是“受害者”
但我知道这不是自私
我只是太傻了
让她想为自己着想的理由

算了
过了这么久
我也放下了
我相信下次我一定会更疼爱我的下一个
让她成为我的唯一

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KIRA

HAPPY B'DAE TO ME!!

happy b'dae to me!!
happy b'dae to me!!
happy b'dae to me!!
happy b'dae to me!!

though is past midnight le... but still wish myself happy birthday!!! YAY!!!
Thx my TO2, SAG for celebrating my birthday with me... Thanks ppl who send me blessings too... i appreciate very much... :)

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KIRA...

updating...

today very sianz... went to sch today for polympics... but i haven play yet, our team lose liao... wth... haiz... ony can say i very suay ba...

anw, tmr i gg to visit dentist... first,for my wisdom tooth... it causes pain sia... idiot... and second, i need to put braces for my teeth... so mus go check-up... haiz... i hav to wake up early liao lor...

aiya... actually today no mood to update de leh... but cannot let my blog died-ed rite.. haha...

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KIRA...

Victory!!!

Yo, i am having very very boring class now... so i gg to update my bloggy to kill my time...

ytd was the start of basketball polympics... and yes!!! we the hms team won all 3 matches ytd... haha.. our team consists of me, wayne, yong chuan and feng kai... first match was walkover... sianz... i wan to play... haha... 2nd match we won 19-7... woohoo... the opponents so muscular sia... but luckily still can manage to seal them off... after that we have to play our last match of the day immediately... quite tiring... but we played better than 2nd match... we won by 21-7... haha...

but today match i cannot play... sianz... cos got radio class... hope they can win all matches and get in to friday quarter final with an easier opponent... haha... JIA YOU...

ok, hav to go...

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KIRA...

好像找个人来疼爱

人总是怕孤单
我也一样
虽然我喜欢独来独往
但在某些时候
我还是希望能找个人来陪我
说废话
到处游荡
吃吃垃圾等

或许我在家里是最小的
所以常常是被人疼
可是我也想试着疼爱一个人
虽然我有轻微大男人主义
但主要还是为那个人好
我还是很民主的

可是
算了
再说下去
你们一定以为我怎样
哈哈……

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KIRA...

对你有感觉

jus nth to do here...

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KIRA...

Missing that Missing feeling

爱
已不在
但我还在等待
等待那份爱会回来

我每天
想念思念怀念
那份爱情甜蜜
但这也成为我的痛苦回忆

是我
不会珍惜
若我当时坚持到底
是否那份爱情
就不会离我而去

爱
已不在
但我依然还在等待
等待那份爱会回来

ok, i think i dun write well this time...(anw, i nvr write well b4 la, haha)...No feel this time... too slack liao... haha... maybe i really missing that missing feeling le ba... haha...

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KIRA...

2nd week over!!

Sch has already started for 2 weeks and i already feel stressed... i dun really like the feeling... i hate my sch life... i dun noe why my juniors can live a gd life there but why not me?? haiz, forget it... i will jus bear for 1 and a half yrs will do...

i once heard from a program saying that mr ??? wans my country to like paris in ?? yrs time(forget the yrs). Crap... paris is a very relaxing place, no stress at all... my country, all about money and results!!! No gd education, no survival in my country... So cruel...

i wan a good life... so i need to work hard liao lor... JIA YOU BA, KIRA!!!

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KIRA..

我们

我们就像太阳和月亮
永远都不能认识彼此

我们就像生肖和星象
永远都不能融合彼此

我们就像天才和傻瓜
永远都不能信任彼此

我们就像火焰和水花
永远都不能接受彼此

曹植：
煮豆燃豆萁，
豆在釜中泣；
本是同根生，
相煎何太急

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KIRA...

曾经

曾有人问我
若你有个前女友
你当时非常爱她
然后她突然想和你复合
你会跟她复合吗？

我无法回答
我不知道
我只说
我应该仍然很爱她
但我们能再次回到过去吗？

若听过苏永康的《旧爱还是最美》
有句歌词是这样的：
人一辈子常常只有 只有一次缘份

缘分已尽
何必强求
只是会不甘心

还有一句歌词是这样的：
有时分手不是谁负了谁
两个对的人却在错的时候爱了一回

我想
彼此拥有个美好的回忆
只要彼此都能拥有幸福
彼此曾经在一起 就已经很足够了。

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KIRA...

THE END!!!

DJ Competition has ended,camp has ended, attachment has ended... and now,my holidays are gg to end soon... well, do i have holidays in the first place?? haha...

Leadership camp is vey successful... I love my grp so much... STREET FIGHTERS!!! they are so high sia...even though they nvr win champ, to me they are the best!!! if foc camp, frontizo can oso like that, they confirm can win de... haha...

Attachment has ended too... all of a sudden, i missed SPH... i already get used to gg there and work le... and also, i can go in and out as i like... but now... cannot le... and also, radio 100.3 is oso at SPH... so now cannot go find them liao lor... no work pass liao...

tmr got class bbq... long time nvr see my class le... yup... hope can have fun tmr...

sch is gg to reopen soon... sianz... is so stressful there... dun feel like studying liao... i already hating my sch life... my pri and sec sch life was so much fun and easy-going... but now, it's ....

but well, at least i found good friends there too... from my class zhihui to junior doreen... so still ok la...

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KIRA...

I am in SCH!!! at 7.16am

yo, gd morning... haha... now camping in sch kismis... here is like condo u know, though the bed is not my type... haha... but is still quite comfortable here...

anw, went to radio 100.3 7th b'dae party and help as a usher... i met a lot of problems leh... such as whistle entangled la, people late la!!! especially those VIPs!!! i hate them man... they are jus argh!!! always late in a wrong time, then always make those ushers miss the first programme... haiz... but in overall, the party is still nice la, though to me not high enough... maybe they sing too many those slow type songs or the listeners are not high enough ba...

anw, after that, wen hong lao da treat us eat 湖南菜 at a restaurant... he jus booked the whole place when we ony use 3 tables... so lao da sia... and most of all, got abalone!!! cool, but ony manage to eat one as hav to share ma... but i am very happy le... all the food are damn nice!!!

i think i will miss radio 100.3 leh... the people there are very fun and make us feel like we are a part of the family... hope maybe can join them in the future?? haha...

alrite, HMS leadership camp is gg to start in 1 1/2 hr time... i am a GL sia... sianz... dun feel like be GL leh... but nvm, i think i will love the grp in the process ba...

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KIRA...

Finally a Break

YAY!!! I finally got a break from my busy schedule... So went out alone and watch movie... oso go cut and highlight my hair...

Went to causeway point and watch louis koo's show . Wat a damn nice show... Very long nvr watch a good chinese movie le... btw got one character named wei jian lor... wah lao, same name as me sia...

btw, tell u this... dun find a job which is called digitizer and vetter, especially when that company's program got a bug and a supervisor which nvr giv instructions properly... they will make u earn money in a hard way and minus your money when u are damn innocent... I WILL NOT DO THIS JOB AGAIN!!!

Anyway, add some photos ba...

I highlight my hair to red today!!!

We are the Ngee Ann Gang!!! (Shiqi Lost??)

Xiao Le,Doreen, Yijun and Me!!!

Me and Doreen (edited part 1)

Me and Doreen (edited part 2)

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KIRA

PHOTOS!!!

All the finalists and DJs

I am Edison!!! (props for final performance)

Me and Jian Wen

Me and my shifu Xiaozhu

Me and my partner Doreen (i choose a nicer photo in case she kill me)(Btw that is for her cecilia photo)

ok, i am lazy to take more photos... that why la.. haha...

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KIRA...

QUICK UPDATES!!!

i am working now, so cannot write much...

btw, if u still dun noe, i got join a 100.3fm DJ competition... very happy to get in to top 10... although cannot win, i already happy le... cos my voice is in very bad condition now... so yup... thx all 100.3 dj for taking care of us during the competiton... especially ah ken, yan zhi and daphane... oso happy i make a lot of gd frenz in the process too...

i got take pics la, but mus wait till i reach home kays... btw thx doreen for the final performance, u did a great job... u deserved to be in top 5... i am happy for u...

btw, jus now got see wan ping blog about scorpio de... very accurate... That is really true self of me... wan to noe bout me, jus go to her blog and read ba... although is very long....

i hope attachment faster over sia... i very tired le... i got so many things to do... i cannot commit to the job at all... damn idiotic la... shd not agree in the first place... even though i got a nice NBA goodie bag during the process... haiz...

btw, thx who support me during the competition... i appreciate your efforts... :)

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KIRA...

WOO HOO!!

Guess wat? You will not believe it but is a fact. I played basketball with an NBA star, NICK YOUNG from Washington Wizards, today!!! WOO HOO!!! OMG!!! NBA player leh... u ony can see them on TV and but today, not ony i see him in person but play with him too...

oh ya, let me explain why i get a chance to play with him... I went to NBA madness at Marina Square for the Media Challenge(representing Zao Bao Sports). We get to play "Two-ball game" with Nick Young. But too bad, i did not win. Or i can get a basketball with his autograph.

But the goodie bag is oso damn cool. It consists of a pen, a NBA file, NBA The Finals Accesories and Lakers jersey(dun tell u which player de). So cool. Thanks Xiu Jin jie for letting me go. haha...

Btw, i had the slackiest day in SPH today. i came at 4 and leave at 7.30. i think hy, zh they all will wan to kill me ba. haha...

DHL-NBA Trophy


Compare my hand and Wade's


I'm shorter than him(by 2cm)







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KIRA...

Brief Update

Yo... To save time, i hav to tyoe in english... yup...

ok, i am officially a SPH worker, in zao bao sports. haha... The people there are very good. They are willing to help me a lot and will tell me nicely where i did wrong. Still haven regret joing SPH... But translating is a chore sia... Even though I first day already got my work showed on Zao Bao le(is about Owen not chosen for England). Hope can try doing on a report of a match.And also hope that my name can one day be showed on Zao Bao.Envy those who have their names already out on their papers or websites.

I am quite glad that i am in Sports Department as i am doing wat interests me. If i am in other departments, i might bore to death ba.(Although i dun mind trying them too).

On the other hand, i am chosen to go for the UFM100.3 DJ competition audition, but i think maybe all from our sch got being chosen ba... Quite surprised i am in as i was damn late for the first audition. Thanks Shuang Ying and OVB help me to stall them for my arrival. But cos of this thingy, i think i hav to change my working schedule for this wk cos i sunday no day off. So hav to try to switch to sat for this wk. I dun wan to take leave cos i hav to take 2-3 times leave for this month. So wish me luck or i cannot take part le...

ok, that's all folks... hope that got time to update again ba. :)

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KIRA...

我

我从不了解我自己
因此我花了一个晚上
从头到尾了解自己

我
17+岁（生日还没到）
天蝎座
不喜欢有人笑我家人
可以没有朋友的陪伴
但我却不喜欢一个人回家

我很讲义气
可是我不想的
我也很记仇
甚至十年前的事我都记得

我最讨厌被背叛
不管是大事情还是小件事
背叛我的人
我永远不原谅

我也是个很会掩饰的人
是讨厌你还是喜欢你
你也无法知道
所以你说我有心机
我不否认
但我从不backstab
所以你不必担心你会有危险

我其实是个很安静的人
一整天不说话都可以
所以希望能找到能忍我的静的女孩
也希望那女孩是可以是我能倾诉心事的对象
我条件好像有点苛刻，是不是？
我真可怜！哈哈！

好啦，应该是这样吧。还有什么少的，下次再补上去吧。毕竟我才十八岁。:)

WOW!!!

鑑定結果
您的精神年齡29歲


與您實際年齡差11歲



幼稚度28％



成熟度86％



老化度8％



Hey guys, nope, u are not blind... haha... try a psychological survey and get this result... I AM MATURE!!! haha... wan to try the survey? den go to this website...

http://hyc.myweb.hinet.net/year/year.htm

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KIRA...

老师

我的好朋友都会知道，我最讨厌的人都是做老师这行的。

我讨厌他们是有原因的。从小学开始，老师一开始就给我一个记号：陈伟健是个“吊儿郎当”的学生。

拜托！你不会说是你自己是偏袒的吗，只有成绩好，非常乖巧的学生才得到你的赞赏。给机会，很少有我的份，常常是那种学生才能得到。

难道你们给机会只看成绩吗？你们摸良心，你们给过我的机会，我都有非常尽力去做得最好啊。虽说成绩不算班上很好的那一种，但也不至于很差啊。只因为在课堂上用了非常无神的眼神看住你，便咬定我“吊儿郎当”。真是气死我。

算了，这个世界太现实了。成绩就等于一切。当然，有些老师得到我的尊敬。但大多数吗，算了吧！别惹我就好了。

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KIRA...

完了！

完了，终于完了。
考试考完了！
成绩玩完了！
哈哈！心情交错复杂，高兴是因为放假了，暂时不必碰书。不爽是因为我没做完考卷。很不爽，因为我可以考得很好的，却因为时间太短而无法做完，损失差不多17到20分吧。挺失望的，感觉没有达到自己的要求。

但，放假是件好事，值得我们去高兴的。所以，谁要出去玩，找我！哈哈

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KIRA...

读书

有人说
我读书很slack
所以比起其他人
成绩挺瞎的

有人说
我野心不大
只aim 班上的 Top 20（我班才十六个人）
所以比起其他人要拿Top 5，Top 3 或 AD
我很瞎

若是从前的我
或许会感到自卑
但现在的我
才懒得理他们的评语
现在的我相信

不要管他人有多好
因为那对自己是个无形的压力
最重要还是要在于自己
只要有尽力
对得起良心
就不会有遗憾

有人问
难道你不想赢吗
当然
我想赢
却不能为了赢而失去快乐
而且这也不是最好的作战策略

我相信
想超越别人
先突破自己
因为最强的竞争对手
是自己！

伟健，加油！你行的！：）

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KIRA...

爱情。树

每一个人的心里都棵树
名为爱情树
这棵树很特别
它在世时
能使你心情愉快
它被毁时
也能让你痛苦不堪
爱情树的种树人
也往往也是爱情树的摧毁者

你若不想成为他人爱情树的种树人及摧毁者
请尽早告诉那个人
别等那颗爱情树已根深蒂固
才狠心把那棵树拔出来
甚至使那棵树枯萎
无法再重新生活了。
：）

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KIRA...

死神

死神
到底长什么样子？
是不是像漫画里一样这么丑陋？
还是
他其实是非常好看的，甚至比金城武还帅？

错
不应该只把死神限制在男性里。
死神或许是女的都说不定。
那她美吗，像……
美女太多，不知该比喻为谁。

好奇
很想看看死神一眼。
但或许还得等一段日子吧。
因为他/她还没想要找我。

或许
我和死神的约会
将是我离开这世界的日子
别为我伤心
反而该为我快乐
因为那时我从这喜忧参半的世界解脱了。
：）

（拜托，不用担心。我是疯子，不是傻子。understand?)

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KIRA...

醒醒吧！

朋友，别傻了！你以为你是谁？你知不知道，是你！对，就是你！是你先放弃了她！你已没有资格再去得到她的爱！放手吧！让她可以更比你更好的男人在一起，别再做无畏的挣扎了。你别再妄想她会爱你的！你还是专心点，让你的GPA打破3.4吧，这还比较实际，知道吗,朋友？别再作大白痴了！！！

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KIRA...

为了写而写！

爱，得来不易，我却从来没有珍惜。是没经验？或许吧，但这不是借口。我常常希望每天我的那个女孩都对我甜蜜的撒娇，细心地照料着我。但，我好像从来没有给过她们所要的安全感，因此，我很少交到女朋友，即使有也会以分手收场。

曾经有人这样说（我知道她是开玩笑的。）:“哇，你这样衰啊，每段恋情到第四个月就分手啊。”哈哈，或许我真就那么衰吧。因为我知道我不是一个好男人，也不是一个好情人。甜言蜜语的话，我是真的不会说，因为我是个不会表达的人。

我曾经有个我非常深爱的女孩，但我却没坚持到最后。虽然我和她都说是因外来因素才无法在一起，但其实我知道大多都是我的问题。我在想，如果时间能倒流，我应该再坚持吗？

在情人节那天，我有了女朋友。我很高兴，以为她会是我最后的情人。但我错了，因为功课的缘故，我们还是分手了。我真的真的很不甘心，因为我已深深陷入这段爱情，直到现在才能振作起来。如果时间倒流，我当时还会选择和她在一起吗？

我的不果断，我的懦弱，造就现在爱情失败的我。成功几时才会轮到我呢？或许没有那一天也说不定。哈哈！

signing off...
KIRA

HALO!!!

halo... haha... many people say i never update... bleah... ok now i update ok... now i going to show a video of pictures that TO1 and TO2 have taken so far(video done by bob)...



YO!!! MY photos are included too... ARGH!!! haha... although only 4(if i never counted wrongly),but ok le la... cos i know the photos i take overall are good(have to say like that so that will not let down zhihui,juian,sihan and wayne(ony his hand) cos they sacrifice time to be my models... haha)

signing off...
KIRA

他不爱我

最近，迷上了莫文蔚的旧歌《他不爱我》。不是搞emo，真的觉得这首歌很感人，很适合失恋还是被拒绝的人。哈哈。这首歌，直接了当，感动人心，我也听了这首歌不小心掉下一滴泪。跟你们分享吧

《他不爱我》莫文蔚



他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近

他不爱我
说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候又太用心

我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净

我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除的不够乾净

我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

signing off...
KIRA

沉默物语

有人曾经说过：“沉默是个非常重要的沟通桥梁。”

或许吧。有些时候，只需沉默，讯息便自然而然地传达了。

曾听说关于沉默的名句：“沉默是金。”

也许吧。有些时候，只需沉默，对另一人来说，是对他的尊重、安慰。

可是，每样东西有利也有弊。沉默当然也不例外。

沉默，有时对他人而言，等于你自己在表达你自己的心情。有些时候，沉默应对，也变得弄巧反拙，让人误解你不专心，不尊重他。

若有一天，上天要你做出一个决定，要你是否把沉默从你的生活上抽掉，永远无法沉默。你的选择是什么？

我的选择是，我不会。我想要沉默，我已爱上沉默。沉默，至少对我来说，已是成为每一个人的必需品。

沉默，可以让我安静思考。
沉默，成为我的沟通桥梁。
沉默，使我对他人的尊重。
沉默，是我心情表达方式。
沉默，已成为我个人独特的性格了。

signing off...
KIRA

Some photos

Took some photos for new media 1st portfolio... Yup, jus feel like sharing wit u all... haha...

Large Aperture

Small Aperture

Fast Shutter Speed

Slow Shutter Speed

Portrait



Silhoutte


Framing

Perspective

Low-Angle

Spacing

I think some might still need to retake ba... haha... but i am satisfied what i have done.... haha...

signing off...

KIRA

Sianz...

yo, here to update again... since i haven eat lunch, i can't do my homework... so lets do some blogging.

I finally completed one of the assignments, GLOBAL ISSUES!!! YEAH!!! damn tough man... spend one whole day to do this thingy... hey frenz, i am not giving u any peer pressure ar, i just wan to share my joy... haha...

BUT, there are still more assignments for me to do... sianz... so today, i plan to do finish marketing first so that xueting will not keep bugging me for it. Den, i mus complete presentation skills ppt today. That ppt is not the main point, so i hope will not waste too much time on it ba... and ya, must complete some stupid e-learning. the lecturers very wat la, noe that we have lots of assignment to do still give us e-learning. if like that, i rather go to sch and listen their boring lectures la....

Btw, should i go to watch live, Singapore vs Ukesban(dun noe how to spell la)? Not that i wan to watch la... just wan to take photos for New Media leh... Theme is red leh... Is like wat a chance leh... but now so busy and is very far leh... haiz...

I hope that i can complete all my assignments on time la... As u know, i am a really damn lazy person. so, JIA YOU BA, KIRA TAN WEI JIAN!!!

signing off...
KIRA

SURPRISED!!!

yo, today was a surprise sia... Never really study for the conlang test at all but guess how much i score?? 8.5/10!!! OMG!!! i know there are some people who oso get this kind of grades or even better... but who cares!!! I never study can get this kind of grades le leh, study le confirm get better ar, even full mark oso can ar... haha... ok, i siao liao...

After the test, went to OUR SPACE with xueting, huiyuan they all... while whey were discussing their video proj, i was at there doing my global issue... toking about global issue, i mus thank vanessa for giving me A+ essay for my reference sia... without that, i still dun noe how to do de lor... Btw mus say pai seh to vanessa for being so fierce to her during hms meeting... as you see, i dun like people to touch my hair, especially when i am wearing a cap!!! cos it means my hair is damn messy and ugly that cannot be seen.

After that, went to woodlands for a movie wit zhihui... but b4 that, went to woodlands library to do global again.... thus managed to do finish 300 words le... 700 to go... haha... after watch this thai movie call chocolate.... it is an action packed movie which was acted by this female disciple of Tony Jaa, the guy who act in Ong Bak!! The fighting stances were damn deadly la... some scenes are quite disgusting too, like toe kena chopped off... feel like scolding vulgarities when watching this type of scenes man... but in overall, is still quite a gd show la...

haiz, these few days must rush homework le... or will die ar... JIA YOU BA!!!

signing off...
KIRA

迷惘

真不知道为什么要写这个post？是无聊吗，还是我又有烦恼了吗？一定又是功课在作祟吧。许多功课在同一个星期要交。真想一头撞死算了。

我不知道你现在到底在想什么，是你变了吗？希望我是胡思乱想吧！

花很迷惘——吴忠明，叶玮庭

吴: 还有些想逃 虽然有预感应该逃不了
葉: 爱或不爱都一样苦恼 花不够灿烂 我不要

吴: 我能给你多少
葉: 还要为你变得多计较
合: 为何 渴望燃烧 又害怕拥抱

葉: 许多话欲言又止 我知道 我很渺小
吴: 放在我心里推敲 意荡神摇

合: 就算 花开季节你在远方 暗香依然
葉: 我流的泪你怎么还 青春
合: 那么短 不想也想将忘难忘
吴: 我该把你
合: 怎么办
葉: 花海中
合: 灯火阑珊 迷惘 思念抛向何方

signing off...
KIRA...

ANOTHER WK HAS PASSED

hey, long time no see... haha... let's do some updating eh...

homework is piling up sia... OMG!!! wk 8 hav to hand in 4 assignments!!! 3 assignments and 1 presentation to be exact!! ARGH!!! F***!!! OPPS!!! i forget i have to take photos for my new media hor... MAY I WITHDRAW FROM THIS DEADLY CHS??? haiz... KIRA TAN WEI JIAN, MUS JIA YOU KAYS???

forget bout homework, ytd was my niece's full moon celebration. haha, this celebration is special... cos it was located at a farm... haha... a hydrophonic farm... the farm was my brother-in-law's relatives' farm... yup... the buffet was damn nice.... damn rare la... cos mostly buffet not that nice de... that not all, i got a chance to drink some beer.... haha... wat a great chance to do some marketing... MARKETING?? ARGH!!!

well, can see heineken was more popular than tiger leh... carlsberg taste similar as heineken... will the results the same?? haha... homework is all in my mind... die le la... i am not being myself le... haha...

signing off...
KIRA

MY NIECE

IT'S GOING TO BE HER FULL MOON!!! TIME FLIES!!! HAHA!!! ALL PICS TAKEN WHEN SHE WAS ONLY 2 DAYS OLD.

signing off...

KIRA

烦

有人曾经告诉我，要维持一段感情，不要自己单独付出，而是要懂得how to play hard。 所谓play hard 就是要让你的另一方没有那么容易就能找到你，要让对方慢慢开始一直想念你而想尽办法联络你之类的方法。目的就是要让另一方觉得你对他来说是很重要，不可缺少的，否则另一方会take you for granted。

对我来说，我比较不赞同这个方式。或许是因为我的个性吧。我会非常疼爱我所爱的人。不管有多辛苦，不管我以后会不会得到回报，我还是会继续地付出，维持这份感情。或许你会说我很软弱之类的话，但女朋友本来就应该被疼爱的嘛。虽然你们说她好像不领情，甚至怀疑她真得是否爱我的，但你们又怎么知道呢？毕竟她是非常内向的女孩，不会表达自己的情绪呢？

总而言之，只要两方学会如何互相迁就，互相关心，互相扶持，还有最重要就是要信任对方，感情才真地会继续坚固。

p.s：我以我朋友的角度来谈讨他的烦恼，并非我的经验。

signing off...
KIRA

无聊

不知道，我真的不知道
该如何是好
没想到竟然会这么难搞
我很想要逃
可是却始终还是逃不掉

想念
成了我每天煎熬的病
但若这场病能让我得到你
那我宁可不去就医
陷入这场甜蜜回忆

我真的只想拥有一天
能单独和你再一次游玩
能再一次握住你的小手
能再一次把你紧紧拥抱
能再一次深情地吻你脸颊

但这一天
似乎好像越来越远
我珍惜每次与你在一起的时光
你是否还有保藏
你那爱我的心呢

(无聊创作，做得不好，不好意思)

signing off...
KIRA

HMS OUTING...

yo, guess where i am now??? HAHA!!! i am in SCH NOW!!! haiz, hav to stay back for joint performance rehearsal.... i am so tired and in pain now... cos i got sunburnt... haha... but is worth it.. let me tell u why...

COS YTD WAS OUR HMS EXCO OUTING... haha... we went to sentosa... even though not everyone got go, but we still hav fun. the 2 new freshies exco oso joined us too... they are wayne and chuan you... they are funny chaps man... wayne always call me "FRONTIZO POWER"... is so lol la... den chuan you choice of words is very cool la... and wayne and chuan you combine together to suan people, u dun think HMS 7 贱客is贱anymore... haha...

well, we went to sentosa from 12 to 8 something la... (even though we meet at 10 but got people late till 11am la) we went to play frisby, monkey,captain frisby bla bla... but most of all, i finally play something i hav not play for more than 1yr.... that is ................................BASKETBALL!!! YAY!!! i love basketball a lot... we played 2matches, but we lost both la.... lost by 1 ball leh... so sad... but i am still proud of it la... cos is our first time combination leh... first match is me, wayne, ivan and yong chuan. den second match yong chuan is replaced by yu fung... (cos yong chuan has gone for work le). even though we lost, i dun care. cos i ony care that i got score... 耍帅是我的本质嘛。haha...

well, after sentosa, we went to this restaurant call 拉面十(is not real name). i dun write the real name of the restaurant cos the food there is CANNOT MAKE IT!!! for my ramen is alrite la... but i ask them to add noodles but i dun think they got add la... wah lao eh... den i order gyoza la... OMG, it sucks... the gyoza is so small and is tasteless... den the sauce is so sour la... den others complain that the ramen is too spicy la... and in the end, we all like kao bei them sia.... haha.... so sad for them...

lastly, we hav some HTHT at mcdonald... haiz... it makes me sad la when talk bout CHS... cos the stress is killing me la... den on way back home, i hav HTHT with zhi hui la bout academic... i almost going to cry la when talking bout it... haiz...dun say le... but thx zhihui for being my listening ears when i hav problems...

when i reach home, i found out that i got sunburnt... haha... but i dun care... cos is not as pain as during OBS... haha... i jus glad that i had fun... GUYS, can plan another outing again??

signing off...
KIRA

Sch make me tired!!!

haiz... dun feel good of being yr 2. dun noe why... suddenly feel that i became busy cos of lots of things.... such as SAG, hw bla bla... den oso troubled cos of.... haiz...

i always had this feeling of quitting SAG. but i cannot be irresponsible. i really hope that my hard work for SAG is all worthwhile. FRESHIES, dun make me regret my decision.

HW!!! i suddenly realised i kept forgetting hw... argh... i dun noe why...

i now oso a bit sianz... dun say le....

signing off...
KIRA...

sch... Sch... SCh... ARGH, is SCH!!!!

ok, very long never update le.... mus update... my blog is dead enough, cannot let it more dead... haha...

firstly, ACTUAL HMS FOC O8 IS OVER!!!! YAY!!! well, is fun as well as most slack camp. becos i am not a camper anymore, i am an exco. my role at the camp is to be a house leader for my house, FRONTIZO. i am a bit sad that my house of freshies are not high enough when we have so many gd GLs with them. but i still hav fun, especially during campfire. Dancing "tarzan and jane" and partying wit excos after campfire made me damn high... but i always had camp side-effects... haha... i had sexy voice now for the time being...

secondly,went to sch today to decorate SAG booth for tmr and tues cca fiesta... really hope we can recruit a lot of people. we spend lots of hours doing it... pls god, make our efforts worth it...

thirdly, tomorrow is the reopening day of sch... well, dun feel like returning leh... but actually i have already started sch. from mon till now, i always went back sch... well, is this the life of year 2?

ok, dun tok bout sch le... jus watch finish death note 2 from channel U. MY FAV MOVIE!!!! ALWAYS THE BEST!!! KIRA ROX!!! my mum oso watch it( for a short part). those who are L fans, sorry and forgive my mum ba. (but i agree her words too) at first, she said L are more shuai than KIRA. but after a while, she say the more she look at L, the more she feel L like a ghost. She oso agree KIRA IS MORE SHUAI.... haha... well, wat can i say.... KIRA ROX!!!

alrite, hav to go... hope first day of sch will be a plesant one... hehe... cya!!!

signing off...
KIRA...

This Dance Rox...

signing off...
KIRA...

BACK FROM PRE-CAMP

hey hey... i am back from pre camp... yay!!! haha... so i will update bout the camp...

well, the pre camp is fun... cos the group is good... FRONTIZO ROX!!! haha... so i confirm that the real camp will be more fun... haha... well, that is my first time being a GL and i am proud to be their GL. hope foc camp i can be a great house leader for Frontizo... haha... and well, this is the first time people say i am light which equal that i not fat... yay... gym visits are useful after all... :)

well, i never had a good slp there too... first day got a stop watch keep disturbing me by beeping all the way... 2nd day had a long tok aka night walk wit evangeline, jia feng and some new frenz until 6.30am den slp for 1 1/2 hr... but i still love this camp... yup...

i am still a bit tired now... even though i started slping from 5 pm to 8 am ytd. and i got a nap today somemore for 3 hrs... haha... i break my slping record... but i need energy for meetings of hms, sag or even naps thingy... and sch is starting soon... so mus slp more.... haha...

well, i hav to go now... looking forward to hms foc camp 08... i wan to know more juniors... yay!!! cya...

signing off...
KIRA...

VANTAGE POINT

Vantage Point, 刺激动作片，却让我很失望。因为这部电影的题材很好，却让人很不可思议，或应该说不符合逻辑。

导演为了要反映出不同角色对这起恐怖袭击案的不同看法，因此一直重复美国总统替身被射倒的片断。这不仅让我感到非常厌烦。我总觉得一定还有更好的方式来表达不同人的看法。不停的重复，对有些人来说，会是个折磨。

破案程序，非常不可思议。总统保镖竟然是因为在新闻录像车内发现原来自己的同伴竟然是恐怖分子。（因为那同伴在说谎时被摄影师拍到他换了装正要去某个地方。）太偶然了吧。而且能够破案的主要原因，竟然是因为恐怖分子头目为了要闪避一个小女孩而搞到自己翻车，计划失败。保镖也就那么偶然救起在那辆车里的美国总统，立了大功。破案过程都很偶然性，如果是真是实况，那里可能会这么偶然让人救到总统？看到恐怖分子头目要闪避那小女孩，我就知道正义的一方一定是胜利者。但试着想象一下，都已杀害这么多无辜百姓的恐怖分子，那里可能在逃离时会还想到要闪避小女孩？如果是真的恐怖分子，他们早就撞下那小女孩继续逃跑了。所以我说这是太不可思议。

结尾，因为大多数的情节都投在保镖身上，因此其他角色的结局都被草草了事，尤其是Forrest Whitaker和西班牙警察的部分，总觉得他们的故事可以说得更多一点。还有，因为美国总统非常不可思议地被救出，所以就是等于那老掉牙的结局，正义的一方获胜。

Forest Whitaker在这部戏演得非常好，不愧是影王，但却让我感觉他这角色不需要存在，感觉他
是个花瓶罢了，目的最多就是为了要让票房爆高罢了。他这角色所拍的录影，也不是破案的源头，所以更显示他这花瓶的角色。他的结局，在这动作片，也很格格不入。只能说他被这部电影狠狠利用了。

动作片，刺激片断真正只有二十分钟，也就是追车的部分。本来总统替身被枪杀开始时也很刺激，但因为不断地重复，因此变得很乏味。恐怖分子的部分，也让人满意。原来恐怖分子也会用电脑科技的，计划也非常详细。当然得归功给演员。因为他们演得真的像恐怖分子。

那么好的题材，因为差劲的拍摄方法以及不可思议的桥断而毁了，真是枉费演员的好演技啊。

signing off...
KIRA

Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20.Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.
1. At what age do you wish to be married?
25
2. At what age you want to have kids?
27
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Italy and Taiwan
4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
Together with my love forever
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Ya, if i live in an island with no one in it.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My love ones.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Bring my love ones to Italy and Taiwan. Den leftover all go into my bank
8. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Friendly, Kind, Casual
9. What requirement you wish from your other half?
LOVE ME FAITHFULLY!!!
10. What kind of person you hate the most?
BETRAYERS and PEOPLE WHO LAUGH OR CURSE MY FAMILY!!!
11. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
nope. wat for??
12. What is your most embarrasing moment in your entire life?
Forget le... i think too many le when i was small... haha...
13. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
MY FAMILY AND LOVE.
14. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
Fight with my brain.
15. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My Laziness...
16. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My Love ones
17. What's your weakest point?
MRT and MRT tracks(i know is unbelievable kays?)
18. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
My Brown eyes...
19. What is the happiest moment in life?
Well... Fulfil one of my wish this year...
20.If u can be a character of a movie or anime, who do u wan to be?
KIRA(DEATH NOTE) and 藤真(SLAMDUNK)

WELL THE PEOPLE THAT I TAGGED IS: menglan, zhihui, sihan, yijun, aiya who wan to do jus do ba.. cos i know even i tagged some people, they will oso will not do de...

signing off...
KIRA

ALL BOUT SCH!!!

ok, today gonna blog all bout sch thingy de...

firstly, i got my timetable le.... i know wat electives i get le. i got NEW MEDIA AND MARKETING!!! hope i can hav fun for this 2 modules la... but i worry for new media, cos i dun noe how to use photoshop, so need a lot of people to teach me le... hehe...

secondly, SAG!!! haiz, ok... i quite fed up wit it cos the joint performance wit choir is in total mess. if i am president, i will not promise them de lor... not enough members left to do performance, den ony got so little time to prepare... wan to find yr1s to immediately join us for performance oso impossible la(cos they dun hav the basics). haiz, now need to find frenz to help out la... but i think they will not help de la... but if u wan to help i will be grateful la... for cca points, we will give u CCA representative points,NOT participation points.

ok, if u dun noe wat is representative points, let me explain to u. as u know, cca points actually got different types la which overall is call PEARLS. P represent participation, R represent representative, L represent Leadership bla bla... den for P and E, is actually not as good as ARLS de... cos professionals la will see your ARLS as priority la... yup...

if u wan to help out for this performance and earn representative cca points, contact me kays. u may jus help for this performance. after the performance, u can quit all u like... so pls help kays!!!

Lastly, HMS!!! FOC camp is coming up very soon le... i oso expecting pre-camp too la, cos dun noe who are other comm members la... and btw i dun wan be wat PRESIDENT OR VICE OR BLA BLA... i jus wan to be in a small position de,,, haha...

ok, i hope everything will goes smoothly ba...

signing off...
KIRA

如果我在13/3死去

三曰十三日，距离白色情人节的前一天，是可以说我最害怕面临死亡的那一天。因为白色情人节的那一天，对我来说是个非常重要的日子。

不是因为要和谁过白色情人节，是因为一个不能说的秘密，也因为那天是成绩放榜日。但是，在三月十三日，一种恐惧感突袭了我的思绪，而那恐惧叫做，死亡。

三月十三日，约了人一起去吃晚饭。但到了目的地，却突然收到那人的通知说自己因为家人反对那天出门而无法出席。失望，这两个字明显表现出我当时脸上的表情。因为当时已准备一份惊喜，却因老天所开的玩笑而这惊喜因此云硝烟散。我不怪那人，那人那天生病了，不出席也是应该的，也不可以因为我与父母唱反调，所以我真得不怪那人。没办法，我只好单独搭地铁回家了。

回家的途中，死亡突然在我脑海了盘旋着。我在想，如果我在这一天死去，我一定不会含笑而中的，而是带着遗憾离去。

如果我在三月十三日死去：

1. 我就无法与那人度过三月十四日那特别的一天，更无法亲手将亲手自做的礼物给那人。
2. 我就无法知道我这学期辛辛苦苦打拼出来的成绩了。
3. 我就无法见到我所爱的亲人最后一面，因为从早上到那时间，我都没有看到他们。
4. 我许多的第一次，就无法达成了。
5. 我许多许多的梦想就无法实现了。

想到那些遗憾，我便开始更加小心。过马路时一直留意川流不息的车子、用电器就留意手是否干了才碰触、甚至走起路来也一直留意堤上有没有香蕉皮，为了就是不想这么早去陪伴在另一世界的外公。直到了半夜十二点，我才开始松懈下来。

现在的我回想这件事，还真得有点好笑。但也因为以上某些事我已达到了。但是，如果我那天真的死了，其实我很想看到每一个人接到我死讯时脸上不同的表情。因为在那时候，你才会真正发现谁才是对你好的，不是吗？

signing off...

KIRA

不够好！

Translation: B
Chinese Cultural: B+
Drama and Theatre:B+
SOCPSY: B
Writcom in chi: B

Total GPA: 3.1905

瞎，这对我来说，瞎这个形容词最适合不过了。

对，我知道我很笨，能拿到这成绩应该偷笑了。可是人永远是不会知足的。我也一样。很想在这成绩单上找到至少一个A，可惜找不到。

翻译这个玩意儿，拿到这种成绩，不知该挤出笑容还是挤出泪水。
文化史，都是臭图书馆惹的祸，早知道不把你当题材。
戏剧，我最失望，本想能拿一个A，但还是拿不到，剧本太烂了吧!
心理学，很意外，但也挺失落的，我都可以拿一个B，其他人应该都能拿A了吧！
华文写作，作文本来就不是我的强项，能拿着成绩，还是得靠那三个女人。

不爽，为何还是有科目得靠那三个女人才能拿到那成绩？恨自己不中用！我好想有一科是真地用自己的手考好成绩的，像文学史一样。

不要安慰我！我不需你的同情！我不是软弱的男人！

下个学期，想考得更好！KIRA，加油！

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KIRA...

爱情。是什么，有什么？

爱情不是偶然
爱情没有巧合
爱情不是过程
爱情没有限制
爱情不是面包
爱情没有烦恼
爱情不是……
爱情没有……

爱情，这么多不是，这么多没有，那爱情又是什么，有什么呢？


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KIRA...

为你写诗

短短几天 犹如几年
每天思念 你那美丽的脸
还有九天 我以迫不及待
希望一眨眼 就到了那一天
与你庆祝那意义重大的季节

我知道我很丑，所以我以温柔体贴来弥补
我知道我很笨，所以我加倍努力奋斗下去
我知道我没钱，所以我以我会的手工来制造浪漫
我知道我很肥，所以我努力做运动去掉肥肉
我知道我爱你，所以我为了你什么都愿意

爱情
靠近你我
直到世界的尽头
不会分离
所以庆幸有你爱我
我爱你！！！

p.s: ok, i am mad again... ok folks, dun guess anything... nothing happen at all...so dun ask me anything,yup :)

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KIRA...

SAG back to training le!!!

yo, hav to go back for sag practices... haha... ytd went for practice... ok break the attendance record... ony 9 people are there... haha... cannot help la... either seniors go overseas or already quit le... haiz... actually is already very good le... those yr 2s are still willing to come when they are busy wit attachment or other reasons... otherwise sure ony hav 5,4 or even 3 people ony... haiz...

ok, first time went back to sag not ony as a member but as a secretary too... suddenly realise that secretary hav lots of things to do sia... argh... and at there forgetting to bring pen and paper to take down mins... and oso, i forget to inform baozhen and freda... haha.. paiseh... but i inform them le... haha...

ytd practice hav to do a play and the topic is "wat if i am edison chan". haha... we think lots of ideas and act it out... wah seh, it tests our mo qi lor... but mus say together for 1 yr le... got at least 80% of mo qi le... and very not used of doing the play ony in front of lao shi... normally there are other members sitting there watch de... haha...

ok, first time hav comm meeting but it came out to be a chatting session in the end... haha, but we still got do our jobs la... hope we this batch of comm members can do everything smoothly... haha... btw, hav to agree wit yu fung and pei ling... meet the spartans is cmi man, really ony worth half of the ticket price...

ok that all folks... cya around...

signing off...
KIRA

UPDATES AGAIN!!!!

ok ok... a lot of thingys hav happened to me recently... ok... i lazy to type oso btw... haha... let's start the ball rolling...

firstly, yr 2 seniors have gone... fly to china... Aw.. so sad... haha...went to airport send them off... send till i no transport home... luckily yee teng very gd to me la... but cos i da nan ren, so at marsiling i drop off le and take mrt back home... but still thx yee teng, and all the best at hong kong!!!

secondly, mus say i hate golden village man!!! go wit my accompany for movie... and that guy(dun wan say his nationality la), his english pronounciation mus improve... sixteen nine can say sixty nine... shocked me like hell... ok, dun wan say so much le...

thirdly, my cousin wedding... ok, can say is cannot be compared wit my eldest sis wedding la... firstly, is bored at their home during morning... den dinner ma, not as good as my sis de... and most importantly, they never giv ang bao... fine, dun say le...

lastly, today is unforgettable day... cos something scary happen to me today... this cannot say... ony the one i can trust can know...

ok la... is like all not happy de hor... ok la, say one happy de, i got gamble and won $60 over in the end... is same as winning 4D i-bet... haha... ok, dun say le... cya...

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KIRA...

FAREWELL AND APPRECIATION DINNER OVER!!!

yo... finally farewell party and sag appreciation dinner is finally over... so i finally hav total freedom... haha... actually no la... sag practice is coming soon, wit the new post i having now which is SECRETARY!!! OMG!!! haha... i thought i will not get it... actually i ony hope i jus get a smaller post like G.O or treasurer... but is ok... and btw i decided to be one of the comm member of hms... but i will not be president or any of bigger post... cos I NOT SUPERMAN kays.... haha

ok, the yr2s is flying off soon... so wish u all all the best and gd luck.... yup, and i know u all cannot see blogspot at china... so jia you ba... haha... ok the new juniors are coming and haha is time for me to bully them... nah jus jk... we need to recruit them for sag de leh... haiz... so ma fan...

ok la... that all folks...

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KIRA...

HEY YO!!!

ok, is time for normal updates again... haha... yup, the year of rat has finally came. OH MAN!!! this year will be one of my suckiest year... oh dear.... but luckily, ytd i watch yu le bai fen bai, my horoscope still not that bad!!! At least my love luck is first of all horoscopes... hehe... dun noe is true or not, later i this year single again...

btw, wish u all haapy chinese new year!!!(is still chinese new year ar!!!) haha, tmr is a special day for all couples... COS IS VALENTINE DAY!!! hahaha, i know is a sad occasion for singles, but is ok... wat are frenz for!!! to accompany u!!! hehe... but i am going out tmr(not dating),cos i hate boredom kays... haha...

ok, i going to change my blog song. is 《靠近》from yuan wei jue xing!!! take it as a present for valentine day ba!!! haha

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KIRA...

CJ 7 is nice

yo... long time no update... so mus update... haha...

OK!!! i finally hav my holidays... haha... after so much of hard work, finally can rest... but this is oso means that i have to get ready for yr 2... sianz...

ok, today went to watch CJ 7... jus in case u all felt strange that why i can watch it before feb 7, i was treated by my frenz for CJ 7 preview... omg, the alien is damn cute... i noe this sentence shd be a gal who say this, but i still wan to say... haha... i think gals will love that alien a lot la...

CJ 7 is a good movie... i love it lots...haha... ok la... i signing off... bye...

signing off...
KIRA...

我人生最好的朋友

人，在世界上都会有他们自己属于的好朋友。我也不例外。我有三个好朋友。他们是博客，墙壁和枕头。他们在我人生不同状态中陪我度过这永不停止的时间。

博客
当我高兴的时候，我来找我博客，和他分享我的喜悦。
当我无聊的时候，我来找我博客，和他一起聊八卦。
当我生气的时候，我来找我博客，和他以文字来发泄。
当我伤心的时候，我老找我博客，和他述说我的心事。

墙壁
当我气愤的时候，我会找我的墙壁，发泄我不满的情绪。
当我心烦的时候，我会找我的墙壁，试图忘记我心中的烦恼。
当我精神错乱的时候，我会找我的墙壁，想要找回我原来的自己。

枕头
当我想要哭的时候，我会找我的枕头，让我沉入自己的世界。
当我想呐喊的时候，我会找我的枕头，来掩盖我痛苦的思绪。
当我变疯狂的时候，我会找我的枕头，陪我走进疯狂的世界。

我要感谢我这些好朋友，因为你们，我的世界从此有了一曙光，照亮我的世界。

signing off...
KIRA...

5th 个人文集

初恋

十八岁，到了这个年龄的年轻人大多数都已谈过至少一次恋爱，体验过初恋了吧。当然，我也不例外。我十六岁的时候也曾经展开我的初恋之旅，在大概四个月后才结束这场旅途。

曾经有人这样告诉我，初恋是我们人生中最痛苦，但也最难忘的一个过程。是真的吗？真的有那么痛苦，那么难忘吗？那么为什么我却没有感受到呢？难道当时的我其实不爱她？不可能。当时的我们经过这么多的障碍才能在一起，若我不爱她的话，哪有可能还能和她一起坚持不放弃。那么到底是为什么呢？

今天在学校，我碰到了我的初恋女友。她依然还是那么地高，那么地瘦，只是她的头发变长了，使我差一点认不出她。当我想要叫她，我赫然发现我竟然忘记了她的名字。我顿时感到非常无助，虽然已不是情侣了，但我们还是朋友。为什么我可以轻易地忘记了她的名字呢？就这样，我无奈地望着她的背影渐渐地离开我的视线了。

或许因为我与她在一起的时光都很不愉快，因此我也渐渐忘了这段不堪回首的时光。但我却没有想到我连她都可以忘掉。直到她的出现，我才记起了这段往事，记得世界有她这个人的存在。

我的初恋就这样那么枯燥乏味，不堪回首。我很后悔我当初的决定，因为我的初恋就这样无端端地过去，没有为我的爱情旅途留下任何深刻的回忆。

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KIRA...

SAG Photos

There will be more pics next time!!!

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KIRA...

another "wen zhang"

晴天，这城市的白色风车依然在旋转着，环境也无比的安静，美丽。但谁也没有想到这城市竟然有一个不能说的秘密。

十年前，这城市里藏着一个半岛铁盒，这铁盒里有一对锋利无比的双刀。据传说，获得这对双刀的人将会得到前所未有的一股力量，让自己所向无敌。因此，城里城外的人都为了这对双刀而展开许多战役，想把竞争对手都一一除掉。

ok,i am tired... next part...next time write... gd nite...

signing off...
KIRA

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

YO!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! haha... so sad we still hav to study for two stupid tests,but is still a happy occasion... haha...

THIS IS MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
1)GET A GD GRADE FOR MY STUDIES!!!
2)BE HEALTHY ALWAYS!!!
3)GET THE ELECTIVE I WAN
4)is a secret(hehe)

okays, happy new year to everybody...haha...

signing off...
KIRA...