ALL BOUT SCH!!!

ok, today gonna blog all bout sch thingy de...

firstly, i got my timetable le.... i know wat electives i get le. i got NEW MEDIA AND MARKETING!!! hope i can hav fun for this 2 modules la... but i worry for new media, cos i dun noe how to use photoshop, so need a lot of people to teach me le... hehe...

secondly, SAG!!! haiz, ok... i quite fed up wit it cos the joint performance wit choir is in total mess. if i am president, i will not promise them de lor... not enough members left to do performance, den ony got so little time to prepare... wan to find yr1s to immediately join us for performance oso impossible la(cos they dun hav the basics). haiz, now need to find frenz to help out la... but i think they will not help de la... but if u wan to help i will be grateful la... for cca points, we will give u CCA representative points,NOT participation points.

ok, if u dun noe wat is representative points, let me explain to u. as u know, cca points actually got different types la which overall is call PEARLS. P represent participation, R represent representative, L represent Leadership bla bla... den for P and E, is actually not as good as ARLS de... cos professionals la will see your ARLS as priority la... yup...

if u wan to help out for this performance and earn representative cca points, contact me kays. u may jus help for this performance. after the performance, u can quit all u like... so pls help kays!!!

Lastly, HMS!!! FOC camp is coming up very soon le... i oso expecting pre-camp too la, cos dun noe who are other comm members la... and btw i dun wan be wat PRESIDENT OR VICE OR BLA BLA... i jus wan to be in a small position de,,, haha...

ok, i hope everything will goes smoothly ba...

signing off...
KIRA

如果我在13/3死去

三曰十三日，距离白色情人节的前一天，是可以说我最害怕面临死亡的那一天。因为白色情人节的那一天，对我来说是个非常重要的日子。

不是因为要和谁过白色情人节，是因为一个不能说的秘密，也因为那天是成绩放榜日。但是，在三月十三日，一种恐惧感突袭了我的思绪，而那恐惧叫做，死亡。

三月十三日，约了人一起去吃晚饭。但到了目的地，却突然收到那人的通知说自己因为家人反对那天出门而无法出席。失望，这两个字明显表现出我当时脸上的表情。因为当时已准备一份惊喜，却因老天所开的玩笑而这惊喜因此云硝烟散。我不怪那人，那人那天生病了，不出席也是应该的，也不可以因为我与父母唱反调，所以我真得不怪那人。没办法，我只好单独搭地铁回家了。

回家的途中，死亡突然在我脑海了盘旋着。我在想，如果我在这一天死去，我一定不会含笑而中的，而是带着遗憾离去。

如果我在三月十三日死去：

1. 我就无法与那人度过三月十四日那特别的一天，更无法亲手将亲手自做的礼物给那人。
2. 我就无法知道我这学期辛辛苦苦打拼出来的成绩了。
3. 我就无法见到我所爱的亲人最后一面，因为从早上到那时间，我都没有看到他们。
4. 我许多的第一次，就无法达成了。
5. 我许多许多的梦想就无法实现了。

想到那些遗憾，我便开始更加小心。过马路时一直留意川流不息的车子、用电器就留意手是否干了才碰触、甚至走起路来也一直留意堤上有没有香蕉皮，为了就是不想这么早去陪伴在另一世界的外公。直到了半夜十二点，我才开始松懈下来。

现在的我回想这件事，还真得有点好笑。但也因为以上某些事我已达到了。但是，如果我那天真的死了，其实我很想看到每一个人接到我死讯时脸上不同的表情。因为在那时候，你才会真正发现谁才是对你好的，不是吗？

signing off...

KIRA

不够好！

Translation: B
Chinese Cultural: B+
Drama and Theatre:B+
SOCPSY: B
Writcom in chi: B

Total GPA: 3.1905

瞎，这对我来说，瞎这个形容词最适合不过了。

对，我知道我很笨，能拿到这成绩应该偷笑了。可是人永远是不会知足的。我也一样。很想在这成绩单上找到至少一个A，可惜找不到。

翻译这个玩意儿，拿到这种成绩，不知该挤出笑容还是挤出泪水。
文化史，都是臭图书馆惹的祸，早知道不把你当题材。
戏剧，我最失望，本想能拿一个A，但还是拿不到，剧本太烂了吧!
心理学，很意外，但也挺失落的，我都可以拿一个B，其他人应该都能拿A了吧！
华文写作，作文本来就不是我的强项，能拿着成绩，还是得靠那三个女人。

不爽，为何还是有科目得靠那三个女人才能拿到那成绩？恨自己不中用！我好想有一科是真地用自己的手考好成绩的，像文学史一样。

不要安慰我！我不需你的同情！我不是软弱的男人！

下个学期，想考得更好！KIRA，加油！

signing off...
KIRA...

爱情。是什么，有什么？

爱情不是偶然
爱情没有巧合
爱情不是过程
爱情没有限制
爱情不是面包
爱情没有烦恼
爱情不是……
爱情没有……

爱情，这么多不是，这么多没有，那爱情又是什么，有什么呢？


signing off...
KIRA...

为你写诗

短短几天 犹如几年
每天思念 你那美丽的脸
还有九天 我以迫不及待
希望一眨眼 就到了那一天
与你庆祝那意义重大的季节

我知道我很丑，所以我以温柔体贴来弥补
我知道我很笨，所以我加倍努力奋斗下去
我知道我没钱，所以我以我会的手工来制造浪漫
我知道我很肥，所以我努力做运动去掉肥肉
我知道我爱你，所以我为了你什么都愿意

爱情
靠近你我
直到世界的尽头
不会分离
所以庆幸有你爱我
我爱你！！！

p.s: ok, i am mad again... ok folks, dun guess anything... nothing happen at all...so dun ask me anything,yup :)

signing off...
KIRA...

SAG back to training le!!!

yo, hav to go back for sag practices... haha... ytd went for practice... ok break the attendance record... ony 9 people are there... haha... cannot help la... either seniors go overseas or already quit le... haiz... actually is already very good le... those yr 2s are still willing to come when they are busy wit attachment or other reasons... otherwise sure ony hav 5,4 or even 3 people ony... haiz...

ok, first time went back to sag not ony as a member but as a secretary too... suddenly realise that secretary hav lots of things to do sia... argh... and at there forgetting to bring pen and paper to take down mins... and oso, i forget to inform baozhen and freda... haha.. paiseh... but i inform them le... haha...

ytd practice hav to do a play and the topic is "wat if i am edison chan". haha... we think lots of ideas and act it out... wah seh, it tests our mo qi lor... but mus say together for 1 yr le... got at least 80% of mo qi le... and very not used of doing the play ony in front of lao shi... normally there are other members sitting there watch de... haha...

ok, first time hav comm meeting but it came out to be a chatting session in the end... haha, but we still got do our jobs la... hope we this batch of comm members can do everything smoothly... haha... btw, hav to agree wit yu fung and pei ling... meet the spartans is cmi man, really ony worth half of the ticket price...

ok that all folks... cya around...

signing off...
KIRA

UPDATES AGAIN!!!!

ok ok... a lot of thingys hav happened to me recently... ok... i lazy to type oso btw... haha... let's start the ball rolling...

firstly, yr 2 seniors have gone... fly to china... Aw.. so sad... haha...went to airport send them off... send till i no transport home... luckily yee teng very gd to me la... but cos i da nan ren, so at marsiling i drop off le and take mrt back home... but still thx yee teng, and all the best at hong kong!!!

secondly, mus say i hate golden village man!!! go wit my accompany for movie... and that guy(dun wan say his nationality la), his english pronounciation mus improve... sixteen nine can say sixty nine... shocked me like hell... ok, dun wan say so much le...

thirdly, my cousin wedding... ok, can say is cannot be compared wit my eldest sis wedding la... firstly, is bored at their home during morning... den dinner ma, not as good as my sis de... and most importantly, they never giv ang bao... fine, dun say le...

lastly, today is unforgettable day... cos something scary happen to me today... this cannot say... ony the one i can trust can know...

ok la... is like all not happy de hor... ok la, say one happy de, i got gamble and won $60 over in the end... is same as winning 4D i-bet... haha... ok, dun say le... cya...

signing off...
KIRA...